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I survived it

Proud to announce I survived that dreaded day April 22nd ala what would have been Trisha and my 5 month anniversary. First thing after my Anthropology class got out it was off to the Zoo with my best friend Charley whom thank god was free to go because frankly I really didn't want to just go by myself. We spent about two hours all told at the Zoo and overall had an awesome time with quite a few pictures taken

Then it was back to school to tackle the evils of math! Then home for me! Last night I hung out with my friend Chris Carpenter and Travis Allred. We all first went to a coffee house and met up with two of our friends whom weren't going to Montego Bay later on. From there it was off to the bar. Overall I think we all had alot of fun and amazingly I had a great time considering the circumstances of things

Oddly enough Trisha and I texted quite a bit last night back and forth to one another. She still doesn't quite know what she wants with things and the wait is killing me inside. Furthermore to make a minor correction regarding the realizing I don't Love her. Well in reality i'd say I do not love her as much and that essentially when and if we try again we will have to start over from the beginning of it all

Coming up here May 7th ala Saturday were celebrating her birthday. Have some more sentimental gifts in mind for her but those were going to be for her essentially had we been going out still?!?! So hell maybe against better logic maybe i'll simply throw caution to the wind as it goes and give them too her and gauge reaction and all that stuff that comes with that. Nevertheless that should be most interesting considering that falls right before the conclusion of the joy of finals week for me

Mmm not much of an update on things but it is more or less saying hey guys I made it i am a trooper of sorts. Hope all is well in your worlds. I'll catch ya on the flip side

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