Since my last post essentially spoke to Trisha and she said, "I am not sexually attracted to you" (that was like a major kablam) and furthermore apparently she has been spending more and more time with this guy named Ben (she says she is liking him) but at the same time she says she is going to take her time and move along slowly
At the end of the day of all of this! I want to be able to say I am fairing oh so well. But in all honesty I am miserable to a T. In reality what I would like is that we can stick together and make it work. Because there is still an insane part of me that screams huh we had something strong for a good four months to be exact and it can't just die like this?!!!????
As it currently stands I am going to make an honest to god effort to really move forward. Really keep my chin up. Really better myself as a person within the next couple of months. Focus on my writing, working out, spending time with friends, taking more pictures overall with an investment into a really awesome digital camera and try to make an effort at putting this behind us. Come the 7th as it stands I am currently taking Trisha out for her birthday we will go see the movie Thor and go grab some grub as well before that sometime than come July we will go to my brother Robbie's wedding together and have some fun than wrap all that up by going to Mayhem Fest
Than come the end of July i'll contemplate things and figure out where we are in our lives etc. Clearly what I have realized is I still have a long way to go. Hope all is clearer in your worlds. Hope you enjoyed the trip inside my mind. And with that i'll catch ya on the flip side
ps: Easter was alot of fun actually spent with the family and had a great successful money easter egg hunt
At the end of the day of all of this! I want to be able to say I am fairing oh so well. But in all honesty I am miserable to a T. In reality what I would like is that we can stick together and make it work. Because there is still an insane part of me that screams huh we had something strong for a good four months to be exact and it can't just die like this?!!!????
As it currently stands I am going to make an honest to god effort to really move forward. Really keep my chin up. Really better myself as a person within the next couple of months. Focus on my writing, working out, spending time with friends, taking more pictures overall with an investment into a really awesome digital camera and try to make an effort at putting this behind us. Come the 7th as it stands I am currently taking Trisha out for her birthday we will go see the movie Thor and go grab some grub as well before that sometime than come July we will go to my brother Robbie's wedding together and have some fun than wrap all that up by going to Mayhem Fest
Than come the end of July i'll contemplate things and figure out where we are in our lives etc. Clearly what I have realized is I still have a long way to go. Hope all is clearer in your worlds. Hope you enjoyed the trip inside my mind. And with that i'll catch ya on the flip side
ps: Easter was alot of fun actually spent with the family and had a great successful money easter egg hunt
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