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Happiness is a real thing (random poem) and more thoughts

Happiness Is A Real Thing 
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Happiness 
Its not just something sought after 
Its not just something you'll find in a self help book 
Its real as can be you just have to be willing to open your eyes 
See it and take it because hell as much pain as you've suffered you deserve it 

For me evidence of that happiness 
Is the girl whom looks at me with eyes only for me 
Wraps her arms around me and holds me when I am feeling lost 
Tells me she loves me and means it fully and completely 
Knows just what to say to make me laugh and smile 
Looks at me with my flaws and sees perfection 

Happiness 
Its not just something sought after 
Its not just something you'll find in a self help book 
Its real as can be you just have to be willing to open your eyes 
See it and take it because hell as much pain as you've suffered you deserve it 

Can I tell you how to find it? 
No, I'd say just be yourself 
Don't go looking for it 
Finding happiness is not a battle where one man stands and another lies dead 
It will find you and once it finds you it will consume you like the joy of a mother's love for their child 

Happiness 
Its not just something sought after 
Its not just something you'll find in a self help book 
Its real as can be you just have to be willing to open your eyes 
See it and take it because hell as much pain as you've suffered you deserve it 

I know this much 
I love Trisha with all my heart 

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Occasionally from time to time I'll mix poetry in here with the blog because it goes without saying my biggest passion is writing. Myself I am at a set of cross roads? One could say the issue of realizing happiness and completely letting it consume me. From this point forward its not going to be easy by any stretch of the imagination for me. But I am going to embrace it and live it through and through

A close friend of mine told me, "Chris you have to like yourself. Instead of saying things like I am not worthy...so I am attractive and I like myself" that advice sounds cheesy but I think its really working though. Now, I am not suggesting you turn to preening yourself. 

Well just some random thoughts for today hope you enjoyed reading it. I will catch you on the flip side 



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