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Scared To Death Of Failure

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great with you. On my end, I have officially put in right around 40 hrs on this math together with a tutor whose helping me along (and I have little to nothing to show for it!). Hell, I know I shouldn't be hard on myself at all...after all not everyone is great at calculus but still people complete it and move on and you have me still sitting here on my ass not having fucking completed it. When I am not working with Tom, I try to work on this math and I can't do it. Literally I work a gazillion plus examples and nothing works out well for me. I am so close I can smell it, but who am I kidding? Without this goddamned class I can't take my last two classes at Boise State and graduate from college...so all this time put in is for nothing! Yes, I am pretty good at photography and I am also pretty good at writing both could probably be a career in the long run but right now I need a solid job with vacation pay and everything else. I ...