Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Readers, Hey everyone, Its been a while since I have written a new blog. This time I have something good to write about. Please play the video as you read this because it fits perfectly for exactly how I feel. Life is a funny thing, you really do get to feeling like just maybe "Nice Guys Do Finish Last" as you try to reach out and nothing happens. Yet that is a fallacy, nice guys will never finish last. Assholes may sometimes win out but they won't be the winners for ever. Hell they may get some girl but that girl isn't going to stick around forever. Those of you whom have followed this off and on know the struggles I have went through over the past several years. A few weeks ago, I posted a photo of this sweet new military uniform I got from a yard sale (its a Vietnam era), anyways this girl named Ruth commented on it. I thought for sure we would talk a little bit like I had with girls in the past. But it was like instantly we clicked. We had so many things in...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're world's. I am sitting in finance class right now before it starts and writing this up while also giving the newest Elton John album, "Diving Board", a listen to and no surprise it is a very solid new album and also very powerful as well. Come this Friday, I take my first finance 303 exam, which yes apart of me is very worried about, because I feel like on some level that no matter how much I have studied this stuff that when it comes time for test time I will draw a blank and screw up entirely. On the other hand though it really feels like I am getting it which is pretty awesome and it helps working with a good friend and a fellow class mate whom also tutored me while at CWI in business statistics. Thankfully I don't actually work at all this week until Saturday so I will have plenty of infinite time to actually devote to getting this stuff stuck inside my head. Considering I know that even at this poin...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're world's. On my end, I just started back for my first day at Boise State, only to learn that my GPA, is far to low to actually stay as part of upper division standing for my degree. Its not even a 2.4 which there would be a tad bit of leeway in between calculus and failing statistics no doubt its down to the grand number of 2.2. I know I haven't written a single entry in quite a few weeks to put it lightly and in between the past two entries they haven't exactly said a single happy goddamned thing. So for those of you tuning in and thinking, "Chris we get it life is fucking tough get the fuck over it!" After learning from the main office where I was going to get my number that that was the effect and that essentially sure she could permit me but after reality set in and it was discovered that my GPA was so damned low I'd be booted anyway. All these years at school and this is what I have to show ...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're worlds. So, its been an while since I have written anything. On my end since writing that previous post I decided maybe I was too harsh on her and gave her essentially an second chance. We talked a lot and things seemed too be going great than she just vanished off the face of the earth...of course people get busy I understand that but after four and an half days of no communication I was done. The way I look at it is this if you're even remotely interested in someone make an effort to say something. Hell I don't and didn't expect an text every single day but something...anything I am an fairly reasonable and understanding person life gets hectic. But nothing at all is not cool with me at all. A while back I wrote an poem that I think is quite fitting here and I think this before message is fitting. The poem below is titled, "Let's Play a game called Communication" ..................................