Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great with you. On my end, I am sitting here watching the rain fall outside and having an incredibly hard time kicking my ass into gear. Its insane, to be perfectly honest because I am so close to being done with this semester...yes I have to study harder for my finance class but doing well in both classes is fucking possible though. But there is that little voice in my head that is saying, "Dude just play some candy crush or something. Because you will fuck this up big time bucko". I know you're supposed to think positive. But as you know these past several semesters have been rough as hell for me. The hardest thing is I am so close to graduating its not even funny. Literally, I have to knock out my calculus (via khan academy), then I can go test out of that at the College of Western Idaho. Then after that I have just three more classes and I will graduate with an dual bachelors in business and and in human resources. As I wr...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're worlds. On my end this morning my father said to me, "You should apply for unemployment they are giving you very few hours", reality is that is the truth its been a whole week since I have worked a single day and before that its been sparing at best. The last day I worked was this past Saturday and that was because apparently someone called in and after that it was because someone I work with was working "too much". I love working at Gordmans but this whole only working at best one day a week is not cutting the cheese at all. Hell i've been with the company since they opened last week and it feels like I barely exist too them anymore! This is something I have choose to ignore because well school has had me in a noose but very soon I will be out of school for this semester and where does that leave me? Oh sure I will now have more time to spare but really? I have been there since the beginning and ...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all's going great in you're world's. I am sitting here in the ILC at Boise State after eating a dinner of left over spaghetti and while reading/almost finishing the newest John Grisham novel called Racketeer and it is a damn good book! I'd highly recommend you check it out. Its a strange thing reading e books considering I have always loved the feel of that new book in my hands but as I have read more and more novels on my computer in the e book format I have grown strangely enough to love it. This past year has been rocky to put it lightly; one hell of an emotional roller coaster I am happy to say I am alive and survived but in ways I think that emotionally speaking I am not truly ready even if the opportunity was to present itself to truly put my whole being into a new relationship. Its a big thing to put all your trust into somebody else and see them all the time and than have that person ultimately be the one that screws with your he...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're world's. I am sitting here listening to the newest Ke$ha album and studying away and doing more preparing for my second business stats exam that I have at two. Overall I defently need to own it but I am having trouble getting my ass into gear and seriously studying this morning though. I don't know what it is whether it is some kind of random funk or maybe its the fact that i've been on a thanksgiving break (which didn't really turn out too be much of an actual break it was more studying my ass off for this business stats exam). Hoping this coffee I am drinking kicks my brain into start mode that would be awesome for sure. Overall having a break off from school was pretty nice I got caught up on Boardwalk Empire entirely, I got caught up on The Walking Dead, I got all caught up on Dexter. Of course yesterday a whole bunch of new episodes aired but i will catch up on those eventually now just back to the d...

Proud to announce I survived that dreaded day April 22nd ala what would have been Trisha and my 5 month anniversary. First thing after my Anthropology class got out it was off to the Zoo with my best friend Charley whom thank god was free to go because frankly I really didn't want to just go by myself. We spent about two hours all told at the Zoo and overall had an awesome time with quite a few pictures taken Then it was back to school to tackle the evils of math! Then home for me! Last night I hung out with my friend Chris Carpenter and Travis Allred. We all first went to a coffee house and met up with two of our friends whom weren't going to Montego Bay later on. From there it was off to the bar. Overall I think we all had alot of fun and amazingly I had a great time considering the circumstances of things Oddly enough Trisha and I texted quite a bit last night back and forth to one another. She still doesn't quite know what she wants with things and the wait is killi...