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Another Birthday And Hitting The Books

Readers,

Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're world's. I am sitting here listening to the newest Ke$ha album and studying away and doing more preparing for my second business stats exam that I have at two. Overall I defently need to own it but I am having trouble getting my ass into gear and seriously studying this morning though. I don't know what it is whether it is some kind of random funk or maybe its the fact that i've been on a thanksgiving break (which didn't really turn out too be much of an actual break it was more studying my ass off for this business stats exam). Hoping this coffee I am drinking kicks my brain into start mode that would be awesome for sure.

Overall having a break off from school was pretty nice I got caught up on Boardwalk Empire entirely, I got caught up on The Walking Dead, I got all caught up on Dexter. Of course yesterday a whole bunch of new episodes aired but i will catch up on those eventually now just back to the daily grind that is school and hitting the books hard and in the home stretch so to speak. I can't believe in a few weeks it will be dead week and than the almighty finals week. Aside from those shows I watched the movie Expendables 2 which was a fun and very good movie i'd give it a solid four not a must see but at the same time i'd say well worth watching for sure! Mm aside from those things I went to the festival of trees which was really nice and a nice break from the studying madness that I did over the break in preparation for this test that I have in a few hours.

Thanksgiving was very nice we had yummy turkey, green bean cassole, mash potatoes with gravy, homemade pumpkin pie which my sister in law made and overall it was really nice to just gather together with my brothers Mike and Rob and my two awesome sister in laws and we played a bit of super Nintendo and watched some good old football. I know I mentioned dedicating an entire blog to the one hundred things I am thankful for so I will simply say this life grabbed a hold of me and held me hostage but I am grateful to have so many incredible friends and family who love me are so supportive, I am thankful for the opportunity that I have too be going to school, I am thankful that so many people recognize my photography skills and how they have taken off in ways of course its only the beginning. I could go on and on but overall the point is I am incredibly thankful as a whole for sure.

I can't believe in just two days i'll be turning 28 years old?!?! where did all the time go? It feels just like I literally just turned 27 years old and had my last birthday. This year on my real birthday on Wednesday this time i am celebrating it with my family which will be nice and this weekend i will be going out with friends more than likely to like Big Al's. Well I am gonna wrap this up and get back to studying my ass off for this business stats test at two. I'll catch ya on the flip side  


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