Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Readers, Hey everyone I hope you're doing great. On my end, I am drinking my coffee and trying to kickstart my brain into gear; to no avail so far, I am not quite sure whether it was forcing myself to get up earlier everyday at that magic hour of 4 am that helped? Because usually when I woke up early in the morning I'd drink my coffee and tackle my schoolwork and feel like I'd accomplished something along the way. Yesterday, ultimately was productive but the first part of my day was useless. I set and reset my damn alarm several times and curled up back into bed with my love who still slept away content like a kitten After the blood sweat and tears, I am finally in what can be my final semester at Boise State if I just apply myself constantly and kick the shit out of my business statistics 208 class and my business policies class (which I thought was going to be a walk in the park, but it involves formulas and mathy stuff, so part of my brain is screaming you're go...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're world's. Looking at the date of my last blog I just realized I haven't written a single one of these last month literally and the early part of last month at that. So time to delve into that thing called life considering I haven't written in this in a good while so consider this an update on the past and where my life currently stands. Its funny you hear that common saying, "Good things come to those who wait", and as you know these past months finally coming to terms and vanquishing my own negative feelings towards Jolene has been hard as hell considering how they ultimately washed out in the end. But I am proud to say I have come to terms with them and by no means would I go out to lunch with her or an dinner persay but if I did see her in public I'd be able to be truly civil and talk to her without harboring bad feelings towards her. I just got back a few weeks ago maybe a bit more from an in...

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're worlds. On my end I am still mentally coming to terms with the fact that I will no longer be attending Boise State unless I can afford it and on this note while going too school and only working part time I haven't been able to necessarily afford to go to school so my folks have been taking care of it and i've been paying them back. Having so few hours right now prior too i couldn't put myself through school and secondly the deal from my dad was, "Chris if you get F's in these classes you are done!"; low and behold I checked my grades and I got an F in not just Business Statistics but Calculus as well. Yesterday I withdrew from the classes at Boise State, I changed my work schedule at Gordman's to full time (here is to hoping I get some solid hours), and lastly now I am going to start paying rent to my parents which is a real way of driving home the fact that I failed. For me more than anyth...