Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Readers, Hey everyone I hope you're doing great. As for myself while I write this I am also waking up with my first mug (which as many of you know or hell maybe you're just tuning in to this channel, it holds two cups), it is already feeling like it'll be a several mug or hell even a pot kind of morning. But at least I got up instead of resetting my alarm till later or intending to get up and actually laying my head down on my pillow and conking out. So its a start. Though god only knows I don't know or get how someone can be awake right away or live without coffee in the am? As for me I need at least some sort of fuel to wake me up so I can tackle the day! Although yes it is a slow gradual wake up process with this mug of coffee so the am between 6-7 am is fairly useless actually *shrugs* But at least, I've gotten my day started going already. Tonight at work will be my third night working in the home department which I have come to realize that I missed a lot!...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're worlds. On my end the song by emiemn, "Cleanin Out The Closet", sums up exactly what I am feeling right now. Its funny though I am not really bummed or sad or any of that when she sort of withdrew herself the first time around I reconciled with the fact that okay she really wasn't interested in me *shrugs* Not an problem I mean after all we never really met in person but we did talk all the time (that I want to make crystal clear). We talked about everything under the sun and when I offered up the question of interest...she told me yes she liked me a lot and that she was sorry she got incredibly busy. Okay, I understand life gets hectic sometimes I more than anyone knows that especially with this calculus but there is something about saying if you like someone you show it even if its just an random text or a little phone call. But once again it became nothing but me texting her and no random phone calls o...

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're world's. Its now 10:01 pm and I am sitting here hot cup of coffee beside me at the kitchen counter writing away on my lap top listening to the newest Tim Mcgraw album: "Two Lanes Of Freedom"; like every other album in the past its another solid one well worth checking out. There is a full pot of coffee set and ready to be guzzled which there is no doubt I will do before the morning becomes too young. In a few days I have a first exam in Business Statistics and I have an first exam in calculus which as many of you know are my nemeses; I won't let this be a failed fourth time in math and a failed third time with stats. Knocked out the take home problem portion of my statistics test in its entirety being able to utilize excel its a lot easier overall instead of all this emphasis on being a stats expert like at Boise State where you had too know every single formula and be able to pull them out of you'r...

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all's going great in you're worlds. On my end I am on the edge of a sort of cusp; almost to a big event; this being my first exam in my summer Calculus class come this Thursday. To say I am not nervous i'd be lying this class feels generally like I am left to teaching myself because my professor doesn't really do all that through of a job even going over the material. I tried asking her to slow down and thoroughly explain things but she said, "I have to get through this stuff fast don't have time to truly slow down"     as far as the good and the bad of this as of yet? I am not exactly sure but I do know one thing it is Calculus and it owned me last time but hopefully with me not taking Stats as well this won't be so bad in the end. This evening I have been working my tail off on math and also regretting more or less taking the day off yesterday from doing any sort of school work because unfourtantly the assignments don...