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Still alive, Two years, wedding stuff, nearing the end of this semester, a year at Rc Willey

Readers, Hey everyone I hope you're doing great. On my end, should be hitting the books but taking some time to write a new blog entry. Its funny how time gets away from you and you come to realize you once again went a whole month without issuing a new one. I know I keep talking about how I will write a new one more regularly than life gets in the way with work and school and I forget to get on here and write one up. Its funny years ago this started out as an avenue to help me heal from past hurts and has helped me to move forward (just maybe because things for the most part are going more sanely in my life I don't feel the need to write these as often). Today is the two year anniversary of being together with Ruth. I still can't believe two years ago I had basically given up on dating because I found that all everyone wanted was just a hook up and I wanted something more serious. Ironically I stayed on Meet Me, which by now god only knows has probably changed names an...

Time to clear the gunk out of my head again

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great with you. Last night, I was cuddled up with my girlfriend Ruth and we're almost off to dreamland. When it surfaced. I'd personally dealt with it, or at least I thought I had. Hell I went through it and put away inside a box. My brother mike was home what else was there for me to worry about. I hope to hell he is going to get better. Because there is apart of me that wishes I could go back to a few days ago. My brother Mike and I took an trip to Mcall this past weekend and we're supposed to go get some work done on the cabin. The stairs are starting to fall apart so my brothers went up previously and took them apart. Hell we listened to some older The Offspring and even stopped for some pizza at the toll station pizza place and everything was going great! That's the thing, reality is an fucking bitch, reality is chaos is just around the corner. This chaos came in my brother trying to move the trailer filled with lumber an...