Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in your world's. Last night I found out that at my dad's latest doctors visit they apparently found a spot of cancer on his liver. Apparently the success is 100 % but at the same time as much as its operable that little fucking bastard can also go elsewhere as well because its so tiny. One of the hardest things in my life I have gone through is being at the hospital and seeing my dad there unable to take care of himself. Because I don't give a shit how old he is he's always been that tough person no matter what has happened to anyone of us in the past! Getting my head shaved for fucking cancer this past year now feels pathetic because it doesn't make what my father has go away...I can't just take it away. I am grateful and surprised that the place I found comfort last night was in role-playing with an ex girlfriend slash really good friend Trisha. Yes, many of you know what I went through in the past but nevert...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're world's. I am sitting in finance class right now before it starts and writing this up while also giving the newest Elton John album, "Diving Board", a listen to and no surprise it is a very solid new album and also very powerful as well. Come this Friday, I take my first finance 303 exam, which yes apart of me is very worried about, because I feel like on some level that no matter how much I have studied this stuff that when it comes time for test time I will draw a blank and screw up entirely. On the other hand though it really feels like I am getting it which is pretty awesome and it helps working with a good friend and a fellow class mate whom also tutored me while at CWI in business statistics. Thankfully I don't actually work at all this week until Saturday so I will have plenty of infinite time to actually devote to getting this stuff stuck inside my head. Considering I know that even at this poin...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're world's. I am sitting here listening to the newest Ke$ha album and studying away and doing more preparing for my second business stats exam that I have at two. Overall I defently need to own it but I am having trouble getting my ass into gear and seriously studying this morning though. I don't know what it is whether it is some kind of random funk or maybe its the fact that i've been on a thanksgiving break (which didn't really turn out too be much of an actual break it was more studying my ass off for this business stats exam). Hoping this coffee I am drinking kicks my brain into start mode that would be awesome for sure. Overall having a break off from school was pretty nice I got caught up on Boardwalk Empire entirely, I got caught up on The Walking Dead, I got all caught up on Dexter. Of course yesterday a whole bunch of new episodes aired but i will catch up on those eventually now just back to the d...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're world's. I know in the past i've spoken about my tense relationship with my father and the fact that yes I love him but sometimes it is difficult being his son though; hell I know he loves me and just wants me too be successful and he has cracked down because in the past my history given the opportunity I'd much rather play than be serious about school. So now all that known recently I started Thanksgiving break which usually would be a break from school a week of relaxation and just clearing one's head from school and of course nevertheless doing some school work because school doesn't just stop entirely in fact when particular teachers decide to have tests right after the break ie. my stats teacher as soon as we get back its test mode. But its different though right now having bombed my first stats test going into this break and struggling in my math class but not doing horrible its been full on stu...