Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're world's. Its now 10:01 pm and I am sitting here hot cup of coffee beside me at the kitchen counter writing away on my lap top listening to the newest Tim Mcgraw album: "Two Lanes Of Freedom"; like every other album in the past its another solid one well worth checking out. There is a full pot of coffee set and ready to be guzzled which there is no doubt I will do before the morning becomes too young. In a few days I have a first exam in Business Statistics and I have an first exam in calculus which as many of you know are my nemeses; I won't let this be a failed fourth time in math and a failed third time with stats. Knocked out the take home problem portion of my statistics test in its entirety being able to utilize excel its a lot easier overall instead of all this emphasis on being a stats expert like at Boise State where you had too know every single formula and be able to pull them out of you'r...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all's going great in you're world's. I am sitting here in the ILC at Boise State after eating a dinner of left over spaghetti and while reading/almost finishing the newest John Grisham novel called Racketeer and it is a damn good book! I'd highly recommend you check it out. Its a strange thing reading e books considering I have always loved the feel of that new book in my hands but as I have read more and more novels on my computer in the e book format I have grown strangely enough to love it. This past year has been rocky to put it lightly; one hell of an emotional roller coaster I am happy to say I am alive and survived but in ways I think that emotionally speaking I am not truly ready even if the opportunity was to present itself to truly put my whole being into a new relationship. Its a big thing to put all your trust into somebody else and see them all the time and than have that person ultimately be the one that screws with your he...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're world's. On my end I am doing good just winding down working on math in the math tutor lab after earlier working on statistics for three and a half hours this morning. As of late i've been talking with a pretty awesome girl named Sara as of now she is figuring things out and isn't quite sure where she stands so for the time being I have gained an incredible new friend which is a great feeling. Maybe down the road something may play out but if nothing else I am content with the idea that I gained a new friend; a new friend whom I can truly talk about everything under the sun with and its cool no worries she doesn't judge me. We had one epic fail date but ever since that epic fail date in which I jumped the gun and thought it was the right moment to kiss her oddly enough we have been cool as hell with one another though of course she gives me shit occasionally about it. Just realized how long it has literal...

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all's going great in you're world's. This past weekend the girl that never existed tried to slip back into my life by texting me saying she was pregnant and wanted to be for sure if it was her current guy's or her and i's. Bare in mind she stuck in the middle of it that she hoped it wasn't mine. I swear some people are like cats or dogs you push them off of you and they keep hopping up on you hoping you will pet them or give them attention never mind you are busy trying to get shit done. My cat Snowball is awesome i'll drop the world and give her food, pet her till her fur rubs off her body and jut all around she is a great cat but the one person I will not pay any mind to is the one who never existed for five months. This is the same chick who not a day after we are done shacks up with her random coworker and does the dirty without a condom and than expects me to somehow feel bad for her? Or expects me to run out there and g...

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all's going great in you're worlds. On my end I am sitting here listening to the band Aranda whom I saw a few days ago   when they opened up for the bands Saving Abel and Dead Sara. They did their song Satisfied in concert and not many days before that I told her when she suddenly texted me I wanted nothing to do with her at all and that night when they played the song it hit me and set all my brains sensors going off like spidey senses! It hit me that I didn't want to just not be friends ever again. I didn't just create in its place a story of being off on a photography adventure but that I loathed the ground she walked on. Here is the song I am talking about for you're listening pleasure: For those of you whom are in similar situations or who are you're wits end whether its with a guy or a girl it should hit you in the same way. If it doesn't oh well and I am not dogging love believe it or not I am 100 % a hopeless rom...

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all's great in your world's. I am currently listening to Queensryche's album Hear In The New Frontier (which is an epic album for sure) but than again you can't go wrong with anything by Queensryche as you know they are defently my all time favorite band and if you haven't ever heard of them you should get on checking them out asap. Several good things today first of all its beautiful outside mind you I have been busy slaving away on math so haven't spent much time outside but it was super rainy but now its bright and sunny outside so that is great. Got home yesterday from my brother Robbie's house to find two shot glasses sitting on the dresser as you come into my room. An English one with the name of the place currently slipping my mind and secondly a really nice solid glass one obviously no doubt my grandma found them in her things and left them for me and it she was asleep so I wasn't able to tell her thanks and nor w...

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all's great on your end. I can't quite believe this is the final regular week of school and than I have 'dead' week which is supposed to imply that teachers don't give you anything new etc but that very rarely ever actually happens but the one thing thank god they are not allowed to do is throw a test in the middle of that week *releases thankful breathe of air* so its official I have realized that their is probably no way I can salvage Business Statistics but oh well I gave it my best and didn't get it so I will more than likely either be taking it this summer while working either that or waiting to take it the next semester which i'd of course prefer to not do so. So with that acceptance I now need to focus entirely on my math 160; which yes will be tough to grab that C in there but if I stick it out and kick some ass and take some names like nobodies business I got a good feeling I can if I don't get that solid C I can...