Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're world's. On my end with Jolene for once in my life after yesterday I feel like I am really moving forward now. Its funny how you are like yes I got this but part of your brain is still locked up in what could potentially be later down the road. We said a lot of hurtful things back and forth too one another initially but than I realized ultimately that while I want to be furious with her its not right she really and honestly truly is looking to find herself. She's a bad person despite what I may want to say but of course the whole being split up from her is still bitter sweet as ever though and always will be. There is no doubt that she will hold a special place in my heart. Yesterday exchanged things with Jolene and than we went out to lunch at Goodwood bbq one more time and sat in our usual spot in the restaurant. Overall it was very nice but you know with everything being still fresh I wasn't in the greates...

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all's going great in your world's. I am sitting here relaxing listening to the latest Shinedown album through Itunes which officially is released to the public on the 27th and its pretty fucking epic! I realized today that I cuss a lot and most of the time I will not apologize for cursing though i'll cut it down some depending upon of course the crowd I am in like for instance I am not going to cuss up a storm in front of my niece Taylor or my littlest nephew Cameron whom are both getting big now. There are very few things that can literally make my heart melt but one of them is defently my niece looking at me and saying "I love you" Kind of random I know but there you go though on my end of things life is going great things with Jolene and I are taking off like a wild fire. Its only been a month but it feels like I have been with this woman much longer than that and yes I know this without a single doubt in my mind that I love thi...

Hey what's up everybody? As I wrote in my previous blog life is going incredibly good on my end. Still more or less on a relationship hiatus though two wonderful friends have come into my life at what feels like the perfectly right moment! Going to take a moment here to talk about the two of them which just out of kindness to them both I will not list them by name because they have children and would not want to put them in danger or anything like that because I am sure there are some odd ones out there. Without further ado i'd like to thank Margie and Vicky; two wonderful women whom over the past two months at least have helped me to see that I matter. For me letting someone into my world takes quite a bit considering what I have been through yet I trust them both completely. Hope I've helped them as much as they have helped me to feel like I belong in this wild and crazy world! Thanking them doesn't begin to do it justice they have thoroughly helped. The kin...