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One week down and 7 more to go

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Hey everyone I hope all's going great in you're world's. On my end today was the last day of classes so next Monday I will have one week behind me of summer school and than seven more weeks left to go of this madness; good old Math 160 (evil subject) and yes I am cranking it out though realizing that it is still not any easier than it was taking it the first time around. In fact I dare say Calculus was probably invented by Satan who like a small boy with a damn little hand held bug zapper obliterates them with the sunlight giggling manically; that is the only true explanation i have decided for why the fuck someone who is getting a business degree needs to take calculus in the first place.

Tonight/tomorrow my girlfriend is popping into town again which I am excited to see her it will be really great to spend time with her and hold her. Long distance being five hours away from one another and with me being busy with my summer school college class and it being math I can't afford to take off and go see her like i'd love to do and considering this summer job has more or less just started just hoping I start working though i should be getting paid on Friday which will rock to have some money coming in. I've tried doing the working thing and going to school in the past before but its tough as hell. Really its tough for the both of us being away from one another like this but there is no doubt in my mind that yes I love her a lot like i've never loved anyone else in my life in fact. Suffice to say I think she is an incredible girl and really pushes me to do better in my life as well. As a whole with it being long distance i've been trying to truly show her how much she means to me as a whole, skyping more often, probably will start sending random letters as well here

I've been watching the AMC show "Hell On Wheels" which is a bad ass show and really grabs a hold of you. You should check it out for sure. Here is a preview that you can check out:


Also I watched the movie Goon which from the previews I didn't expect much from the word of my good friend Billy Smith I decided to give it a whirl. If you go off the previews you will seriously be like? Huh why would I watch it? Seriously though i'd highly recommend it. In fact i'd give it a solid 5+ a good addition to any movie collection. Here is a preview if you haven't seen the movie: 



I just knocked out the latest James Patterson Women's Murder Club book the 11th hour and it was a solid read and really kept you on the edge of you're toes i'd highly recommend it:


Wow that is a ton of different recommendations but oh well there you go I'd say check them out for sure you will not be dissapointed. Right now I am just really looking forward to seeing my girlfriend who apparently will be getting in tomorrow. This weekend is Eagle Fun Days (i'll probably be going to the parade in the morning) and of course bringing my camera. Though of course school doesn't stop i'll also be working away on math. I am off for now i'll catch ya on the flip side  


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