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Hey everyone I hope all's going great in you're worlds. I just realized that I had started and stopped several blogs but never finished one due to being super busy with finals and registering for classes and filling out job applications and accepting the reality that I am going to be taking that math class during the summer due to the fact that I got a d in it. Self doubt i'd say is fairly normal and I have went from really feeling just incompetent to a kind of acceptance that I took two difficult classes that shouldn't have been mixed up with political science and swimming class.

Yes without a single doubt political science was a fascinating and enjoyable class and I even did well in it and secondly Swimming was a great class it really helped me wake up in the morning and I always felt more ready to take on the day after I finished it around 9:30 but nevertheless that time that went towards those classes I feel took away from math and secondly the business statistics class *shrugs* What can you do sometimes? Unfourtantly you can't put a coin in a machine and hopefully ask for a redo or do some kind of recount like in the Bush/Gore election with hanging chads and other garbage nope just have to accept what happened and know that I can do better.

More likely than not I will be taking that math class here in the second five week session at Boise State and I don't necessarily have to have to work but I am working so I can get some cash on the side as well that way I can afford to go to concerts, randomly go out to eat, get a new video game if I want to, spoil my girlfriend a bunch (that being a central thing). Since I finished up with school i've been doing the illustrious job search and also hoping to hear back on this walmart internship which I went in for a second interview (we shall see how that plays out), also been hanging out with friends, reading a bunch, and catching up on playing some video games since during school I essentially don't do any of that and actually more or less put it up so I don't have that distraction in place.

Recently I finished the newest David Baldacci novel The Innocent and it was a great read. Introduces an entirely new character to the mix and like his other novels really drags you in and leaves you caring for everyone involved. A damn good book and i'd highly recommend you check it out! Currently I am in the process of reading the newest James Patterson which involves a character from his detective organization Private in the European part and introduces a great character called Knight and it is a great book so far i'll post a clearer response when I know more. I am stoked for the latest Odd Thomas which comes out in July just read a sneak preview of it.

In the video game realm I picked up the latest Max Payne game and it is a damn good game so far with a solid story. I'd highly recommend checking it out and can't believe the newest Hitman game is coming out here sometime in November hoping to get it maybe for my birthday or something we will see how things play out.

So far its rounding out to be a nice spring and can't wait for summer to get here. Excited that my girlfriend is here should be a nice weekend. Take care i'll catch ya on the flip side

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