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Time to sort out my thoughts and a little wish

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Hey everyone I hope all's well in you're worlds. So essentially I am on the cusp of a long day of studying to continue to pour this math 160 stuff into my brain and make it stick like Molasses which should cement it in there nicely and that combined with my political science material as well. Come Monday it will be a back to back 8 o'clock math and that followed by a mad brain dash to Political Science. No doubt after those tests I'll be ready to just relax and do absolutely nothing and of course pray I get that C in math and nail a solid A or B in political science.

God I love this girl so damn much; what I am realizing is how much I wish I could hear about either job opportunity sooner and start the money flowing in instantly but of course it won't flow instantly though that's wishful. Come this next week I've been incredibly excited to get Light Room 4 but I believe i'll be forgoing it instead so that I can afford to bring Jolene out here to see me (paying at least one way!) so instead of getting the program i'll be waiting a tad bit longer. Its rough being so far away from one another. On the car front i'll be putting money towards insurance so that I can get out on the road which of course will also require money to pay for gas *crosses fingers* Wish I was hearing about the Internship opportunity sooner and whether or not I get the job with Walmart since than I've also applied for a Rite aid Internship, Dick's Sporting Goods, and lastly a sales position at Sprint (pays 9 bucks an hour plus commission).

This world creates a world of instant gratification because you need money for this, money for that and money for that other thing nothing comes free and I am fine with that i've accepted that now things on my end just need to come through in a big way hopefully in the fashion of a job. On my end as well just in case prior to hearing anything about the job i'll be applying at a lot more places as well. At this point hell maybe working two jobs this summer would be the way too go lol Not that I would have much of a social life though but eh I guess i'd have money built up to afford to do things that I wouldn't have time to do. This past weekend I put five dollars down on the new Max Payne game which I am stoked for that should be an incredibly sick game.

Don't entirely know why I started writing this out so forgive me just some current thoughts inside my head that needed sorting out. We'll see I am for sure signed up to take my business statistics class in the fall so maybe i'll do the working thing while going to school that could maybe work itself out in my favor. The pain right now is those unknowns; knowing those unknowns would make life a lot easier. Well with that sorted out i'll catch ya on the flip side


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