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Hey everyone its been a little bit since I have last written hope all is well in your world's. On my end life is moving a long one more book yet to come in the mail and i'll have everything which I ordered on Ebay. Just recently got in the latest Tom Clancy novel and the latest Tami Hoag novel its the third in books with the same characters in them I am looking forward to reading both but of course right now I am in the midst of the newest Dean Koontz novel.

Right now I am hooked on LMFAO. First it was that song party rocking anthem than downloaded then got the latest cd in its entirety and its good stuff so far. Of course I listen to a wide mix of different music I think you know that well enough after having read my blog some. Yes that one song is incredibly overplayed and I can understand not liking them but you should get the cd its sick whether you buy it or download it whatever your cup of tea is. Either way I am not here to condone downloading if that is what you do with it but i'll say this with everything else out there a lot of music sucks lately. Another solid cd so far from what I have listened to is the new Young Jeezy album its pretty awesome a solid 5 and well worth checking out. I know that is two rap cd's I recommended but its true its good stuff either way. Mmm maybe you don't like rap that's up to ya.

Just finished watching the movie Friend With Benefits which was fucking hilarious and yes is a chick flick but not your typical chick flick either seriously its laugh out loud hilarious. I'd give it a solid five and i'd say you should check it out.

As of late on the love life side things have come more or less to a stand still though I am not too worried when and if something happens it happens but I am not pushing for anything big on the love life side though. I think a large part of me has come to realize that if its something real or true it will come to me though I am not in a hurry to hunt something down after all the garbage i've been through in the past with relationships. On the Bobbie end were just friends right now I can't say if something solid will come out of it *shrugs* MM if eventually something does great but in the end if were just friends I am happy with that as well because she is a great girl.

Like to give a little shout out here to my friend Claire (just for the sakes of other people who may now her she gets a code name) I truly do hope things get better for you and you truly are a very beautiful and awesome woman. Hope things turn around real quick for ya because you deserve it. Your a true fire walker which is rare in this world.

Its back to Boise State here in a weekish and overall I have had a damn good break. Oh and this past Thursday hung out with my friend Scooby was introduced to shot monopoly which is deadly and than we went to a Japanese steak house which rocked they had damn good food.  Mmm I can't say for sure what will happen in the coming year but nevertheless it should be thrilling


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