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First two weeks behind me now

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Hey everyone I hope all's well in your world's. Just received a phone call saying that I won't be selected as a note taker for my political science class (apparently I was tardy in the past with notes) well I hope that is not a sign of the weekend to come; the note taking would have paid 70 bucks at the end of the semester which would have been very nice considering I am already taking notes as it is.

Short of that i've been getting more and more adjusted to school and so far as I figured yes Business Statistics is a lot of work but so far I am hanging in there and even knocked out and got the homework turned in for this weekend which is awesome. So I guess there is something good coming out of things and secondly as far as math goes its kicking my ass and I am partially kicking its ass. In ways it feels like I understand Limits but in other ways it feels like I don't. My very first test in class is set for not this next Tuesday but the week after that so it will be here like that!  The Swimming class is hard work but at the same time a lot of fun at the same time knowing at the end i'll be a lot more fit than I was going into it.

That's an update on the land of school and over the course of the week Valentines Day is rapidly approaching and I am realizing more and more how lonely i'll be not having anybody this time around considering last year I was going out with Trisha *shrugs* Right now in the romance department I am just taking it easy not rushing anything and also weary as hell after my experience with she who shalt not be named.

Recently got the new Tim Mcgraw cd Emotional Traffic and it is a damn good album really grabs a hold of you until the end sending you through a cascade of different emotions and if you like him you'll love this a lot. Tim puts on a damn good show as well so he is a great entertainer all around i'll recommend checking it out for sure.

Gears of War 2 and over video games are on hold right now while I am super busy with school though i've been going to the Y and working out quite a bit here so that's always relaxing. I think I really need to get out and start going for a walk to clear my head. Oh and other exciting stuff last night went and saw Young Frankenstein on Broadway it was hilarious and very good they really did the movie justice for sure.

Well with all of that I am off hope everyone has a great weekend. I'll catch ya on the flip side


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