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Makes sense

Life makes sense right now. It continues to keep making sense after it feels like I fought a huge war over the past months with myself to come out on top of it all. I can't begin to thank those people who kept me sane when I just wanted to shut the world out and close all the curtains. Currently listening to the new Trace Atkins cd it is pretty good so far (check it out) and relaxing. Mmm where has this summer gone? It feels like just yesterday I started up at summer school and than here I am about to start back up with another semester at bsu and for once i am not worried about a thing.

Over this summer I have come to find more than love; I've found myself again learned that I am pretty damn awesome myself. This is fairly shortish but needless to say I had a wonderful weekend though and actually look forward to starting back up with classes. Its kind of funny how I have glanced back at Trisha's profile and pretty much honestly don't know what I ever saw in her honestly....we had *some* things in common but at the same time so very very little in common as well. So in that sense the best thing that happened to me is her breaking up with me back in April because nevertheless I would not have found myself again like this.

Well this is a shorter blog so to speak but I will really try to do more regular blogs and update people on what is going on with my life. I hope all is well in everyone's worlds! I'll catch ya on the flip side

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