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Normalcy

Normalcy that is what life has become as of late. So far my classes are going good but than again I have only been going to school for less than a week considering I started back on Monday and today is only now Thursday. Feels like just any other semester except I am single and truly content with my life right now like I have never been prior to this point. Hoping to grab this one last class that I am still on the waiting list for but short of that its all good and  not in that its all good shits hitting the fan but i am going to have a positive attitude because somehow that will stop the shit from hitting the fan and maybe at least limit the splatter effect.

Tomorrow its off to the Western Idaho Fair to go see the band Cheap Trick play live. Yes, I know like myself many of you or many of you actually may know they recorded more than a few hits but I was only keen on one real song that one being "I need you" and of course it follows up the opening with, "I need you to need me! I want you want me...." a little side jingle but that should be lots of fun and no doubt I will post some pictures up on here now that I realized I can do that without too much trouble so everyone can also get lost in the excitement of it all.

This is the song Surrender by Cheap Trick I know your thinking holy hell they did that one? Yep they did its a great song for sure. So here are some tunes for you other than that on my end honestly not much really going on in my life just a return to a kind of normalcy which is nice in that sane kind of way that life does essentially work itself out in a good way. Good things come to those who wait and all that jazz its harder to believe it though I know that all too well. I am off for now hope all is well on your end of things. I'll catch ya on the flip side 

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