Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're world's. Looking at the date of my last blog I just realized I haven't written a single one of these last month literally and the early part of last month at that. So time to delve into that thing called life considering I haven't written in this in a good while so consider this an update on the past and where my life currently stands. Its funny you hear that common saying, "Good things come to those who wait", and as you know these past months finally coming to terms and vanquishing my own negative feelings towards Jolene has been hard as hell considering how they ultimately washed out in the end. But I am proud to say I have come to terms with them and by no means would I go out to lunch with her or an dinner persay but if I did see her in public I'd be able to be truly civil and talk to her without harboring bad feelings towards her. I just got back a few weeks ago maybe a bit more from an in...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're worlds. On my end this morning my father said to me, "You should apply for unemployment they are giving you very few hours", reality is that is the truth its been a whole week since I have worked a single day and before that its been sparing at best. The last day I worked was this past Saturday and that was because apparently someone called in and after that it was because someone I work with was working "too much". I love working at Gordmans but this whole only working at best one day a week is not cutting the cheese at all. Hell i've been with the company since they opened last week and it feels like I barely exist too them anymore! This is something I have choose to ignore because well school has had me in a noose but very soon I will be out of school for this semester and where does that leave me? Oh sure I will now have more time to spare but really? I have been there since the beginning and ...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're world's. I haven't written a new entry in quite some time because I've been incredibly busy with school which is almost over! Wow I can't believe it in literally three weeks I'll be done and I'll be back to Boise State; which I need to apply too be accepted into the upper division business department again here and register for finance 303 and business statistics 208. My boss described me as being a brain fogged college student which is too true these days if I take a break at all it feels odd like I am doing something wrong. On the side I've been reading a little bit of course and I got into the show Sons Of Anarchy which is a damn good show for sure. In the tutor lab here at CWI some women were talking about Fifty Shades Of Gray and I sort of chimed in and one of the women told me, "You should read it you're girlfriend will go crazy and she'll love it"; implying first that ...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope life is going great in you're world's. On my end as the title suggests, at this point the trains cranked all the way too go! Only a few more weeks and my time at CWI will come to a bitter sweet end and its a return back to Boise State where I will wrap up my BA's in business administration and in human resources.  I've made a lot of incredible friends while going here and I'll never quite forget how I initially felt like the new kid when I moved to Idaho and left Virginia behind that is how I felt when I first started out at CWI. Very soon though it began to feel like a kind of home of sorts, a place where learning could actually happen and I could make something of myself. No, this isn't exactly an selling CWI to everyone though I have enjoyed it here. On my friends side i've made quite a few great friends here and I am grateful for that because those are the people whom make when the going gets tough bearable and make it so...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope life is treating you well. So, as the title suggests I got my head shaved yesterday for a fundraiser they were holding at CWI raising money for Cancer Awareness Month; as many of you know this hits pretty close too home for me with my dad battling colon cancer and not exactly being sure he was going to come through at the time and of course as I have talked about extensively as well my dad's cancer is entirely gone no side effects and or issues. I realize many people out there know someone whom was taken by cancer and or are currently battling it themselves and lastly know someone whom is currently battling it. There is no easy thing to say like it will be all right but understand their are people out there who have gone through the same thing and can entirely relate and you don't need to carry that burden upon yourself (I didn't exactly expect this turn in things, I was originally going to go slightly light hearted) but as many of you know th...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're world's. These days I have to remind myself life is not just another daily grind; if I focus on it I get bummed because it feels like I am doing nothing but working on school and a nice little break of going to the y to work out and occasionally squeezing in reading and watching something but not very often though. I can't believe next week I already have another test in my calculus class time flies when the information is pouring into your brain. According to my math lab i've spent now more than 72 hours working away on math which i'd say is necessary for me too actually be successful. As a whole with my first test grade in play that I am understanding the material just it won't ever come easy to be persay its going too be something I have to work my ass off at. With the land of statistics I am bound and determined to score a B in that class but with my teacher it won't be an easy task but I am b...

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're world's. Its now 10:01 pm and I am sitting here hot cup of coffee beside me at the kitchen counter writing away on my lap top listening to the newest Tim Mcgraw album: "Two Lanes Of Freedom"; like every other album in the past its another solid one well worth checking out. There is a full pot of coffee set and ready to be guzzled which there is no doubt I will do before the morning becomes too young. In a few days I have a first exam in Business Statistics and I have an first exam in calculus which as many of you know are my nemeses; I won't let this be a failed fourth time in math and a failed third time with stats. Knocked out the take home problem portion of my statistics test in its entirety being able to utilize excel its a lot easier overall instead of all this emphasis on being a stats expert like at Boise State where you had too know every single formula and be able to pull them out of you'r...