Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Readers: Hey everybody. I know another blog? Crazzzyyy!!! Considering I usually break this stuff up more but oh well this is a place to clear my head of all the things rushing through it. Of course in doing so I hope I make you all realize that there is nothing wrong with clearing your own heads and maybe I have inspired a few of you to start your own blog or just let it all out with a close friend so it doesn't drive you batty at the end. In my life right now I am at a point where I am realizing that I am feeling lonely due to the fact that around this time actually Christmas Eve to be exact I had somebody. That somebody was Trisha. Of course in ways I've moved forward and am okay though of course to say she doesn't cross my mind from time to time would be a bold faced lie. Still even now it feels like just yesterday her and I started and than we ended in an epic train crash *smiles* Life was rough during those times but I am better for it and have survived I am here t...

Readers: Hey everybody I know its been more than a week at least since my last blog. Figured i'd hop on here and let you all know yes I am alive I was not abducted by aliens as a Christmas present nor was I sucked into the evil land of Skyrium ie elder scrolls the new game. Life's been well more relaxing in ways and id say its also looking up in other ways. The last thing I wrote about was the bad date with Bobbie since than we went out to the Botanical Gardens again and went to Garden A Glow which was awesome except we went as friends which actually I am fine with. It was great spending time with her and her daughter. Then we followed that up by us going to the movies and seeing the movie Tin Tin (which she didn't care as much for but apparently had a great time) and really liked her present of a lord of the rings collectors pez set which rocked. For me the best part of the night was seeing the look on her face. I know everyone is dying to know what the status of our...

Readers: Hey everybody its been quite a while since I have written one of these. I hope all is well in your world's. As I wrote about in my last blog about the two weeks being hell week. Well it nicely claimed its name with bravado and like a little shit stain with a magnifyine glass he's burning up any ants he can lay his hands on either that or like a woman who discovered the last Twilight movie was cancelled (which of course didn't happen though if it had there would be chaos). Currently listening to Love, Hate Sex Pain by Godsmack while writing this up. Its just been that kind of past week where it feels like shit hit the fan not in that good way either. First there was the date with this cute girl named Bobbie. To be honest I know I like her quite a bit we seem to click and hit it off perfectly and it feels like like with you readers out there that I can share everything and anything and you don't look at me like I have fifteen screw's lose inside my brain....

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all is well with everyone. Its interesting I had a great past week and now I am coming to realize how close to the end of the semester it is now. This next week is the notorious Dead Week. No, its not because the zombie apocoalypse comes to play you'll have to wait a tad bit longer to break out that combat shotgun, the frag gernades, and keep consulting that guide to killing zombies book because god only knows eventually it will come to pass. Now in all seriousness its the crazy week before finals. Da Da Dun!!!!!!!!!!!! These next two weeks are going to be hell. Hitting the books harderer than usual and just killing things up until I am done with things which my last final is not this next week but the week after on Thursday. My other finals are on Tuesday. That's going to be a packed Tuesday and only wish I could be done sooner rather than later. Its tough though sticking to it considering I know christmas break is so close. Christmas lights ...

Readers: Hey everybody I know its been more than a week since I have last written a new one of these. I hope everyone had a wonderful thanksgiving and ate all kinds of good grub. Yesterday I officially turned 27 years old. One day older and right around this time I have been kinda blah but I think that is also because right around this time I had somebody and what not *smiles taking a deep breathe* It will work itself out for now I am golden. Can't believe it have this week of school. The next week is the legendary dead week and lastly finals week. Schools really washing to a close and I think as a whole i'd maybe feel better if I knew for sure I was going to pass all my classes here. Overall I got a good feeling most importantly with the evils of math which I am sure I finally will tackle pre calculus and move onto Calculus which apparently will no doubt be even more of a bitch. Overall I had an awesome thanksgiving break ie got a week off from school and I read a ton of...

Readers: Hey everybody I hope things are well in your world's. I am doing good hanging in there school's keeping me incredibly busy as I have been writing. Knocked out my paper for Interviewing class (feels great) just have to go through it for grammatical errors and send it out. I also knocked out my notes for my presentation for my Commercial law class. Thinking right now there is a very good chance I got a C on my math test please guys say those prayers or whatever you do for me much appreciated. One more weekish and its my birthday. Can't believe it i'll be 27 years old coming up here on the 28th of November. So glad to say that I survived through all that muckity muck. Depression was there full force but I am glad to say I didn't let it win. Eventually kicked it to the curb though its there sometimes in small doses kind of lonely from time to time. Though what I have come to realize is that I really need to further find myself before I invest anything serio...

Readers: Hey everybody I hope all is well in your world's. As the days get shorter and my birthday comes upon me I am wanting more than anything once again to find that special somebody to share everything with. Its funny I think i'd ask for that special present like that last Christmas poem I wrote last year but god only knows what that god me. It got me Trisha and a ton of other pain and agony and a ton of depression which shut my world down. Literally brought it all to a screeching halt. I find myself at a crossroads though of sorts. The Crossroads that says I am ready to risk it again. I am ready to truly get back out there again and find it. Though through all I have been through my self esteem hangs in the balance. Daily i'd say even it feels like I look at myself in the mirror and I wonder what do you see in me? What does anyone see in me? But gradually I am slipping past that and know eventually good things come to those who wait. My struggles currently will be ...