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The world's mad

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Hey everyone I hope all is well with everyone. Its interesting I had a great past week and now I am coming to realize how close to the end of the semester it is now. This next week is the notorious Dead Week. No, its not because the zombie apocoalypse comes to play you'll have to wait a tad bit longer to break out that combat shotgun, the frag gernades, and keep consulting that guide to killing zombies book because god only knows eventually it will come to pass. Now in all seriousness its the crazy week before finals. Da Da Dun!!!!!!!!!!!!

These next two weeks are going to be hell. Hitting the books harderer than usual and just killing things up until I am done with things which my last final is not this next week but the week after on Thursday. My other finals are on Tuesday. That's going to be a packed Tuesday and only wish I could be done sooner rather than later.

Its tough though sticking to it considering I know christmas break is so close. Christmas lights are out which is awesome just makes me want to relax with a cup of hot cocoa or a good book and also play some of both games I got for the xbox 360 which i have to pull myself away from. Photo shoot wise I am really hoping to pull off some neat ones like id love to do a sleigh ride one or something I think that would be really neat. We shall see what I can pull off putting my thinking cap on of course.

This is very short but I am off to the joy of math land so i'll catch ya on the flip side

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