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Hey everybody I hope things are well in your world's. I am doing good hanging in there school's keeping me incredibly busy as I have been writing. Knocked out my paper for Interviewing class (feels great) just have to go through it for grammatical errors and send it out. I also knocked out my notes for my presentation for my Commercial law class. Thinking right now there is a very good chance I got a C on my math test please guys say those prayers or whatever you do for me much appreciated.

One more weekish and its my birthday. Can't believe it i'll be 27 years old coming up here on the 28th of November. So glad to say that I survived through all that muckity muck. Depression was there full force but I am glad to say I didn't let it win. Eventually kicked it to the curb though its there sometimes in small doses kind of lonely from time to time. Though what I have come to realize is that I really need to further find myself before I invest anything serious into a serious relationship again.

Right now giving the new Nickelback cd a listen and overall its really solid. If you liked the tone of Dark Horse you'll love this album quite a bit. Over the years since I have been a huge fan and have seen Nickelback twice in concert once by themselves they played during their Silver side up tour and another time when they played with Shinedown and Breaking Benjamin and the Sick Puppies. I don't care what people say they seriously are a great band and people are really missing out. It took me a few listens but after a few I am hooked again its a definite must buy album.

Stoked for finals to be done with headed to the annual hot springs with my friend Mckenna her friend Brian her friend Josh and his girl and I am going with my friend Robin. There is something safe with being with Robin I feel entirely like I can be myself its a great feeling for sure. Anymore I am just entirely leary about tossing my heart out there to the dogs which growl and bark tearing apart anything that gets close to them. Loves one of those things where caution is most important though at the same time don't entirely shut yourself off you'll lose out on a lot. After that later on in the year headed to my family's cabin in Mcall with Robin should be a great time for sure.

As of late haven't had the time to truly watch any of my shows but oh well i'll catch up on them eventually here. With this I will wrap things up and catch ya on the flip side

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