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New blog look. Yes, the last one was a tad bit crazy

Readers,

Hey everyone hope alls going great. Thank you to those whom have actually been continuing to follow this even though the background was kinda crazy. I decided after how many blogs I have written to reward you guys with a simplifier format. Its simple yet I still think looks pretty slick though. Now you can read through my blog without having to take a break to forgo the massive amount of motion sickness of whatever the hell you're conflicted with.

I have certainly noticed the massive amount of views as well so thank you very much. Its interesting when I started writing this as it got more personal...I wrote this for myself. Then I got daring and decided to share my thoughts and before long everyone was wanting to read it. Personally, I can't thank all of you enough for sticking with me through my trials and tribulations, joys, adventures and hardships. Hell I can't believe I have now been writing this thing for as long as I have. In all honesty, I truly do hope its helped at least a few of you to overcome some personal hell you're battling with

Keeping this shorter. Since I just wrote an longer update on life. I'll catch ya on the flip side

Throw back to 2003
  

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