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Jump Right In

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Hey everyone I hope all's going great in you're world's. I am sitting here listening to the latest Zac Brown Band album specifically, "Jump Right In" its a really great tune in many ways they are reminiscent of the likes of Jimmy Buffett musically speaking and the sounds of the lead singers voice as well. 


Right now I am just waking up more after staying up until 2:30 this morning working on a math assignment which I knocked out for the most part (not going to be on the test assignment) but she made it adamantly clear that she is going to collect it prior to the test on Thursday so I knocked it out so I won't have to even look at it again. Glad to say I got most of it knocked out prior to crashing last night though got stuck on a few of them and that could simply be because my brain while helped along by coffee it was also hindered by it as well. 


Yesterday after an amazing fourth of July weekend it was back to my night class. I truly did have an incredible weekend though and usually always do espessically when it is spent with my girlfriend who yes at times we have disagreements but in the end I love her more than I have ever loved anyone else in my life. Jolene truly makes me feel like I am part of a group of great gods sitting on thrones; like no matter the arguments we have that I am the one that can truly do no wrong and makes me feel like nobody else has ever made me feel that everything in my world matters to her as well. I am so grateful for the day I happened to meet her at Collin's concert of all things and of course in all honesty I have my grandma to thank as well for grabbing those tickets up otherwise we would never have met to begin with. Its funny how life works itself out and who knows just maybe we would have met another way as well. 


I worked three different times at Gourdman's last week and the best part of that was that after my first day of working Jolene was there to meet me surprising me after I know she was nervous because she is not used to driving here in Boise with the construction so that made my night. Than another day I worked I forgot my id at home and she found it and brought it too be and just hugging her and kissing her when I was having a rough day made it all the better. Wow I can't believe how much awesome stuff we have at the store and I am not just selling the store I am saying it because really I am blown away by all the things that we have at the store because when I don't work I notice things that have been put out in my absence. I am excited too go to work I work this coming Thursday and this coming Friday. 


My girl and I went to the Boise Music Festival; we were able to go because my dad surprised me with two tickets apparently someone came into Yogurtz and was going to offer them to a girl there but she had to work so he snatched them up and gave them to me. Apparently at first the whole event was free but than they cut it off and started charging people to come (which I think is wrong). The new venue while I realize they were trying to get more people in there it was horrid. Parking there was a literal nightmare! Packing i don't even know how many damn people in there like sardines was another nightmare. In the future I think they should go back to Ann Morrison park which was a lot more enjoyable. But aside from that once we got settled we saw ll cool j and he was incredible live and we also saw Smash Mouth as well whom also put on an great live show. Ultimately it was a great time at the Boise Music Festival but it should still be moved back to its older location. 


My best friend randy found himself a girl and I truly hope it lasts because he deserves it after what all he has been through. I am very happy for him overall. Two other people whom I am happy to know is my good friends Kelsey and Jordan  hope me and my girl last as long as they have; they are truly as shining example of two people who love one another a lot and its only a matter of time at least in my mind until they make it official. 


Can't believe how fast time has flown by I am almost done with this summer school class and have my second exam this coming Thursday so I am going to hop off of here and get to work on tackling it. I'll catch ya on the flip side. 






Picture I snapped of fireworks on the 4th. Hope you enjoy 
    

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