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Not Hardly Worth A Mention

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Hey everyone I hope all's well in your world's. I am hanging in there just been incredibly busy as of late tackling  studying for my business statistics test which is tomorrow. The next day is my first calculus test. Overall I am feeling pretty damn good about my stats test and fairly good about my math test just here is to hoping both come out incredibly well it would be nice to start out with solid grades on tests in the beginning here when its easierish.

That paperwork I mentioned submitting actually went through woot so I am good to go on financial aid and all that fun stuff. For now that god awful cold which ran my life previously seems to have went poof which is great overall I am a hell of a lot more productive. Mmm it seems that one roleplay I mentioned previously came to an end *shrugs* There you go I guess sometimes not everything works out perfectly in good news though some woman in my political science class likes my notes and is going to pay me 60 dollars up front of everything for the whole entire semester. So that is majorly bad ass I didn't get left in the dust after all.

Recently got the new Kellie Pickler album, the new Van Halen album, and lastly the new Tim Mcgraw. Let me just say this they are all incredible and i'd highly recommend you checking them out espessically the new Halen album it is all really good and the new Tim Mcgraw its damn good as well. So check those different albums out you will not be let down they are well worth actually buying for sure.

Now to get around to talking about the title above "Hardly Worth A Mention" as of late I was talking to this girl named Alyssa we were talking quite regularly and several times it felt like she got me and I was like this girl is pretty cool. Hell I mean I looked forward to talking to her during the day etc than we came about face with her essentially saying that I couldn't say for sure I loved her I was an asshole and just jerking her around this came to a head last night *shakes my head* Eh it would have been long distance and I don't just fling those words around like something you say off chance in a fun random conversation amongst friends and those that do should be well beaten unless you are serious serious about things.

Mmm today was followed by swimming class last week I dunked this girl when we were playing Shark's and Minnows; keep in mind this is swimming class Shark's and Minnow's not your average little kiddy game as in it was hard as hell and sure as hell wore you out in the end. As class came to a head she essentially left and seemed pretty pissed but lo and behold after class she jokingly nudges me and tells me its cool she is not pissed and that she is going to get me back lol Than there is another girl that is in my lane she is interesting and cute but all in all after the two recent shitty incidents I am not up for anything serious in fact i'll avoid serious like the fucking plague.

Yesterday was the Super Bowl of course which yes I watched while studying Business Statistics and I don't know what game everyone else was watching but I seriously thought it was a great game overall really close and was a major nail bitter and secondly thought the half time show rocked and that yes Madonna is freaking hot as hell for as old as she is and still has her voice.

So all in all I am hanging in there Valentines Day is of course right around the corner and I am feeling more lonelyish but I think i'll make it through it all and be a okay minus all the happy happy joy couples lol But of course that was me than this is me now so I will survive. With all of that i'll catch ya on the flip side

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