Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going good on your end. On my end, listening to some light jazz and just got to Boise State and its time to tackle my finance homework (which with work and other things didn't get completely knocked out). I was speaking with Ruth the other day and she reminded me of how much my study process this semester has changed; I would get up consistently at 4 or 5 am and tackle my material because god only knows I worked like a mad man and usually the witching hour was the only real time to do so. This semester it is a bit more difficult to do that, I work late most nights and Ruth works even later most of the time. Starting this week, I am going to set my alarm for 4 am and get up no matter what and just start a process of buckling down on this logic material (this being after my first exam kicked my ass). Its now the first of March and I didn't write a word after the 9th, suffice to say valentines day weekend was a major success and we had a ton...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope you're doing good. On my end, I thought I was done feeling like shit but am apparently not quite over the hurdle. I have a massive sinus headache and am trying to focus hard on this logic material; which I did read but am trying to reread it in preparation for class in two hours. I took the first exam last week, and mixed up two main rules for Truth Trees so I am certain I at least messed up the last part of my exam. I am so close to graduating and breaking free yet it feels like with my own inability sometimes to recall things I mess myself up and prevent myself from moving on to those last classes I need to graduate Feeling like a little kid, the wedding date is set in stone and yesterday went to the store with Ruth and picked out my wedding ring; she was anxious and wanted me to like what she picked out for me. I just can't believe its actually happening, we're going to get married June 26th of 2017. At this point, we have so many things ...

Hey everyone, Its been forever since I have posted a new blog; mostly because I actually changed my password and also couldn't recall what email I had used for this goggle plus account (feel a tad special now, seeing as how it was the account linked on my phone). Oh well, I am back in business so to speak. This whole writing thing will become a regular thing again seeing as how it mostly helps me clear out my head and at the very least fill in those who read this what is going on in my life Its crazy to think the last one I actually wrote one of these, I had been at my new job for a little while and was getting over that whole new "guy" feeling at Rc Willey! Now, it'll be a year the day after Easter of having been at Rc Willey. I can truly say I love where I work primarily because of the awesome people I work with there and secondly because of the regular customers who come in. It feels like at times I should know something but forget how to do it and it never fee...

Readers, Hey everyone as I write this I am giving the single Jekyll and Hyde by Five Finger Death Punch and right now it feels so fitting. In my life, not to say things have taken a sudden downward spiral. Things with the love of my life are still going beyond well (Ruth is a life saver and as are many of my friends for helping me through the stresses of life). When there is a part of me that wants to dig a deep hole and hide till the world ends then come up for any semblance of air I have a great job that I love that is sometimes frustrating but that comes with working in retail and sometimes dealing with the general public; you have the bad apples but then you have some awesome people whom over the past two months and a half have become some great regulars. You have that job where you just clock on and can't wait until its over and that day where everyday is a new adventure where you feel included and that's exactly how this job is. I feel like I am apart of a family. Up ...

Readers,  Hey everyone I hope all is going great with you. Breakfast eaten, weeds pulled this morning while listening to the latest AMC news podcast (listening to a lot of podcasts lately while working they make doing the yard work that is essential go by fast). Now relaxing drinking an mug of green tea, I can't believe I was so late to the party! I like my tea steeped a bit more but if its good green tea you don't need any honey or anything else. The one issue with Green Tea, is that you have to go to the bathroom a lot more than say when you drink a good amount of coffee *shrugs* I know there are those out there who know exactly what I am talking about  Three weeks into my new job, I am still loving it! I work with some great people who really are helpful and have continued to make me feel welcome. There was no initial awkward initiation period like there usually is with a new job or a new group setting. Plus it helps that I have become more comfortable wi...

Readers,  Hey everyone I hope you've been good. On my end, its been an adventure adjusting to the whole new schedule (day off Tuesday and Sunday) and I am loving things at Rc Willy. You know that "new guy feeling" that often occurs with a new job, that didn't occur with this I instantly felt like I belonged. In between the new system and everything else, I know I don't know everything but it'll come. I still can't quite believe, tomorrow is the third week on the job and that I got it. No doubt a lot of people applied but they choose me to fill the office. Before long I will be getting benefits and be able to set aside some solid money towards a life together with the woman I love  On the 14th of May it''ll be exactly a year and a month together with Ruth. Today I felt like shit and she took care of me a little bit before she rushed off to work. When I am sick, I get upset over the little things and she is right there to say, "It'll be ...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great with you. On my end, I am giving the new Dead Sara album a listen to while writing this, and so far its pretty damn good. As a whole i'd highly recommend Pleasure To Meet You. Yesterday, I worked a whole four hours and walked out  the door of Gordmans after giving my boss a hug and her promising to finish completing a letter of recommendation for me. Plus throughout the day people I had worked with over different periods of the whole three years that I worked there paused to say good bye and sincerely said they'd miss me. As a sort of send off to things, I went out to dinner at Chili's with my love and to celebrate a sort of sad close to things we had great food and drinks Yesterday evening I opened up the special edition of the movie Casablanca which is so fucking awesome. For all of those who follow me at all you know I am a die hard fan of the movie and Humphrey Bogart and I also call my beautiful fiance Bacall. The who...