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Wow almost a year at Rc Willey, adulting ie. paying bills so we can move out, still so in love

Hey everyone,

Its been forever since I have posted a new blog; mostly because I actually changed my password and also couldn't recall what email I had used for this goggle plus account (feel a tad special now, seeing as how it was the account linked on my phone). Oh well, I am back in business so to speak. This whole writing thing will become a regular thing again seeing as how it mostly helps me clear out my head and at the very least fill in those who read this what is going on in my life

Its crazy to think the last one I actually wrote one of these, I had been at my new job for a little while and was getting over that whole new "guy" feeling at Rc Willey! Now, it'll be a year the day after Easter of having been at Rc Willey. I can truly say I love where I work primarily because of the awesome people I work with there and secondly because of the regular customers who come in. It feels like at times I should know something but forget how to do it and it never feels like I am ever inconveniencing anyone. After a year there I will get exactly one week of paid vacation which is cool. Love that I have health and dental benefits and once Ruth and I get married I'll be able to add her to my own plan. Now that, I am back at school for a class my work has been above and beyond flexible so I am able to work hard and also go to school

Everyone seems to make resolutions as the new year falls upon us, our goal for this new year is to get our bills paid off in full and move out of the house. Right now I am still living with my folks and Ruth more or less came over and stayed and i am grateful her and my folks get along. Basically we're paying rent while staying there but it is nice because we're also able to have a nice place to live in the mean time. So, we're planning to get our bills paid off and move into a place with our mutual friend Randy; a best friend of mine. Essentially at first we will rent together and also set aside funds for a house and a wedding *smiles* I am so glad we all get along so well and I have no doubt it'll be a positive environment! I've written a little in the past about randy ie. scooby, he's always been there for me when shit hits the fan and vice versa and has always been nothing but encouraging as far as life goes

That whole honeymoon period, has continued to this day; in other words I am so madly in love with Ruth. Its said that after a year things will die down and just maybe those "butterflies" will slip away and you won't feel like a little kid. But she still continues to make me feel alive and loved and supported. I just can't wait to officially call her my wife, but in the mean time I still consider her my wife because there is no doubt in my mind that she is the one that I want to spend my life with. Its crazy to think April 14th will mark exactly two years for us

I am excited for valentines day weekend, we're headed up to my folks cabin in Mcall with my friend John and his wife Kellie (we will go up Thursday night and come back lastly sometime Sunday because I have to work at 10 am Monday). It'll be awesome to get away with mutual friends who it feels like we all click really well together and like to do similar things 

Well for now I'd better cut this off, I'll plan to write at least one a week. Thanks for reading and if you enjoyed this, feel free to check out the earlier ones reading forward from there. I'll catch ya on the flip side


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