Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all's going great in you're world's. On my end literally I am doing that countdown until the end of the semester. Right now have this next week and than the next is finals week and I am free. On the whole TRASHION fashion show as an photographer during the event I seriously was kind of all over the place wasn't too happy because my camera didn't see too be working etc and lo and behold later as in yesterday I went through my photographs and I got more than 8 solid photographs that I would say wow about! If you're an artist of some sort or so you are you're own worst critic hands down. My best friend David Blake was there as well taking pictures it was great to have someone whom knew exactly what they were doing to give me some instruction on how to grab those photographs Jenna my contact within the club I'll share a few of those photos and before I do so I must give thanks to The Boise State Sustainability Club, Kris...

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all's great in your world's. I am currently listening to Queensryche's album Hear In The New Frontier (which is an epic album for sure) but than again you can't go wrong with anything by Queensryche as you know they are defently my all time favorite band and if you haven't ever heard of them you should get on checking them out asap. Several good things today first of all its beautiful outside mind you I have been busy slaving away on math so haven't spent much time outside but it was super rainy but now its bright and sunny outside so that is great. Got home yesterday from my brother Robbie's house to find two shot glasses sitting on the dresser as you come into my room. An English one with the name of the place currently slipping my mind and secondly a really nice solid glass one obviously no doubt my grandma found them in her things and left them for me and it she was asleep so I wasn't able to tell her thanks and nor w...

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all's great on your end. I can't quite believe this is the final regular week of school and than I have 'dead' week which is supposed to imply that teachers don't give you anything new etc but that very rarely ever actually happens but the one thing thank god they are not allowed to do is throw a test in the middle of that week *releases thankful breathe of air* so its official I have realized that their is probably no way I can salvage Business Statistics but oh well I gave it my best and didn't get it so I will more than likely either be taking it this summer while working either that or waiting to take it the next semester which i'd of course prefer to not do so. So with that acceptance I now need to focus entirely on my math 160; which yes will be tough to grab that C in there but if I stick it out and kick some ass and take some names like nobodies business I got a good feeling I can if I don't get that solid C I can...

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all's going great on you're end of the world. On my end yes I realize I literally just wrote one yesterday but figured why not write another one. So I have been battling with an ache in my jaw whenever i'd chew sometimes it was just bad all around; in fact it was so horrid that last night after going to the dentist and learning that somehow I cracked a tooth that I couldn't eat my food my mouth hurt so damn much. Alas getting the crown taken care of at the place I went to would run over eight hundred bucks so I am down to the hunting around for another dentist office that won't charge as much for a crown because exciting enough beyond that I also have several cavities that also need taken care of as well *twitches* If ever there was a time where I need something now that time would be now and in this case a solid job where I can get a steady flow of money going and pay for all this dental stuff I am going to need done, set aside a fu...

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all's well on your end of things. Today I am feeling "off" and not exactly sure why that is the frustrating thing. One of those off feelings where the drive to seriously tackle anything is more or less grounded. I mean earlier got here about 8:40 and literally messed around on face book instead of getting on math or studying political science. Part of it I think is the acceptance that I've worked my ass off in business statistics and literally I think there is no way that I am going to pass it even if pigs learn to fly and all the sky for a day rains mountain dew (two impossibilities). Thank god my digital camera where I left it on the bus was still there *brushes brow* I think a big part of things is the fact that I haven't heard back from Walmart about when the interviews will be done so as many of you know the getting a job; even more so an internship because that will help me when I graduate from Boise State in the long run. Pa...

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all's well in you're world's and hope you also had a great Easter with family and or friends. On my head this Easter was the best; now of course there were epic ones when I was a kid when i'd get a large basket filled to the brim with lots of candy when I was a kid and thought that was great but I didn't and hadn't experienced it with a woman whom I love. Newness of it makes it glow and stand out as the best one ever. The kind of day you could raise a glass of something to and say, "You ever heard about..." and of course follow in the rest of those details I am sure we all have had those moments before. This past weekend Jolene showed up at school and we spent the day together than went on home. Defently very lucky to have such an incredible girl she left early that morning just so she could get here early to spend more time with me. Friday night we ate dinner at home and more or less just took it easy. It was up early ...

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all's well in your world's. On my end it literally feels like I am doing a count down can't believe scary enough that there are only five more weeks left and I am done with this semester of school! There is a part of me that is like yes! Jumping for joy I mean its freedom for spring break kinda thing but the other side of me is worried about my stat's and my math class which are in ways getting easier and in other ways seem to be getting more difficult so its a mixed battle and I think it always has been with those two classes *shrugs* This next week is Easter which unlike last year I am truly looking forward to. Its like last year around this time I was struggling through the end of things with Trisha and of course hadn't quite accepted it so in my mind I was like blah looking forward to her being here etc in fact I think when talking to a friend I ruined a notebook but I am glad to say I am past that and that I truly have a wonderf...

I Trust You ---------------- Old worries Old fears Old things done All wash away with the water that rolls onto the beach Stretched out in a beach chair cool drink in my hand Smile covering my face Nothing can touch me I am entirely alive you picked me up out of the dirt Brushed me off and told me I was handsome Put that extra umph into my step Your kiss upon my lips making the world freeze Old worries Old fears Old things done All wash away with the water that rolls onto the beach Stretched out in a beach chair cool drink in my hand Smile covering my face Have no place to go Suns slowly setting Though its real nice out so I won't go anywhere There is a lawn chair beside mine with a iced cold bottle of bud light on a small table No doubt its your drink of choice Old worries Old fears Old things done All wash away with the water that rolls onto the beach Stretched out in a beach chair cool drink in my hand Smile covering my face Perfect place to...

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all's well in your worlds. On my end life is good though I am already missing Jolene like crazy and listening to Three Doors Down's album Seventeen Days (great stuff and its the last cd we listened to last night) which holds a unique and special place in my heart on top of being a damn good cd and the fact that they are a damn good band as well. So school I am glad to say zipped by like that and on Friday; Jolene showed up at bsu and we hung out together and I ate lunch than it was off to the land of math class than we spent time together and hopped the bus hope to eagle (cheaper to ride the bus sometimes). Getting home we enjoyed Spaghetti and just relaxed at the house Friday night which it was so incredibly great to see her. This weekend feels like it literally raced by like that *snaps fingers* but everyday with Jolene was amazing and like a kind of dream. As many of you have read I went through some trials and some tribulations espessically...