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I Want (talking about her)

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Hey everyone I hope all's well in your world's. Overall today has been pretty great can't complain too much just really wish I knew the results of my math exam too know how well I potentially did considering it feels like I killed it but after my last two exams feeling like I killed them I am not totally sure at all how I did as a whole and am in no rush to call it major win thanks to that either.

Right now I am sitting here in the math building and thinking about my life and overall as a whole I can't complain too much really I mean I no longer feel "dead inside" its like literally I am a new man again. You know I feel like I am alive and can literally take on and own everything in front of me. Of course no doubt it makes it easier when you are with somebody that though the distance sucks just seriously makes you feel like the only person that matters. Jolene makes me feel entirely alive and just leaves a huge smile plastered on my face.

Mmm of course with school being so busy its hard because due to that and her living five hours away we aren't able to see one another all the time but in away I think that I seriously therefore treasure our conversations with one another more, I look forward to random text messages, I look forward to hearing her voice, I truly love hearing about her day. Hell yes things are still in that infancy stage that is how relationships go I mean we have probably only been going out for two weeks now but it feels like we've been going out for longer though.

Guess what I am trying to say is life makes a whole lot of sense right now and its a good feeling for sure. Well guys I am going to cut this off here and go on my merry way. I'll catch ya on the flip side

ps: Here is a song that makes me think of her:

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