Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Readers: Hey everybody I hope all is well in your world's. On my end just hitting the books and studying away have another commercial law test this coming next week (hope I actually do well this time) and I am also conducting my interview with Phil Broadbent with legal at Scentsy and lastly school wise conducting my interview with my professor for Interviewing class this will be a probing interview. As a whole mentally this video suits my mood perfectly because I am confused maybe even more so than usual. For the first time I am going to talk about a certain somebody name will not be mentioned. That person vanished from my life suddenly after we used to hang out all the time etc. We nevertheless had a ton of fun and and at the time and than due to a tiny thing that I did she went poof from my life. Well today she popped back into it came in the door of that Math Learning Center and poked me in the side and i'll be damned if I didn't probably proceed to smile like a fuck...

Readers: Hey everyone hope all is well in your world's. I am hanging in there this past Friday I stayed at my brother Rob's house it was nice as always to catch up with him and my sister in law Andrea. I consider myself lucky to have such an awesome family whom are incredibly supportive of one another. One of these days I hope to find a love as real and as equal as my brother Robbie's and Andrea's. Friday night went to a Capital high school game because Andrea's sister plays in the band in high school so we saw her play a solo which was pretty neat than it was back home again where I watched Bad Teacher which overall was a very good movie i'd give it a solid four stars; it was good and funny though of course as far as comedy's go its going to be a while before in my mind anything can seriously take the cake on comedies in other words if you have not seen it check it out i'd even say go out and buy it but if nothing else get it from red box you will n...

Readers:  Hey everyone I hope all is well in your world's. Third blog in a single week kind of crazy right? Nevertheless I think its finally time to talk about some things that are going on in my life.  First of all on the changes part my Grandma is moving to Idaho. At first when I heard about it I was kind of shocked to put it lightly and decided to avoid writing about it until I finally had all my thoughts together and had assessed how I felt about it all. I think it is truly great she is going to be moving here from Virginia. In fact my mom is headed out there to get her this next week so that will be exciting and they are driving cross country from va to here (talk about a trip they both won't soon forget).  Today she turns 87 years old and mind you yes my grandma is incredibly sharp still at 87 years old though she is realizing with medical issues that she can't really take care of herself, secondly it will be great to spend more time with her, thirdly there is a...

Readers: Sometimes in life a great moment occurs in a day that seriously you just wish would get over already and you could conk out and have tomorrow happen occur and you are amazed and startled and inside you cheer with every part of your being. As those whom have been following me since last April I took the break up with my ex Trisha fairly rough hell in fact very rough. But have been over her for a good long while now which rocks. So for the epicness that is today. Just was passing what is called the ILC and noticed my ex and her little sister walking towards me out of the corner of my eye considering I was partially busy talking to my friend Debbie whose in my interviewing class. Didn't honestly past her much attention in my brain aside from mentally cursing her I was just like okay whatever its cool. Well she must have noticed I was there and when she noticed I was there she literally grabbed her hand and sped walked past me. Hope you enjoyed this epic moment as m...

Readers: Hey I hope all is well in your world's i'd say I am doing better on my end just feels like school has me in a monumental choke hold. Current worry involves not passing all my classes as I come more to terms with the fact that it feels like I have now been at BSU forever and its time to *move on* so to speak. Get out there into the job's world and start making some substantial money. Hell I can't believe next week its time to register for classes yet again but I am not 100 percent sure this time on any of my classes which is quite scary! Sometimes I guess how that is how things play out nothing is ever certain 100 % in that big way like nothing else. Just had my second test for Commercial law and I am doubting i'll be getting that grade back tonight during my 6-9 class. I need to do an interview with two people for my class and another interview for my comm law class though its disconcerting still haven't heard anything back from Scentsy *crosses fin...

Readers: Its been a few days since I wrote up my last blog and well I am squeezing in time to spend time with friends ie last time hung out with my friend Jordan and Kelsey we went to the corn maze. Yes it was lots of fun hanging out with them it always is but halfway through my mood eventually turned to loneliness. Espessically when I got home it settled in. Mind you throughout the maze trip I was making jokes right and left with sexual innuendos tossed throughout. Ultimately though I have realized what I really want is to find someone who loves me for me and isn't just in it for a sexual fix. The friends with benefits was a lot of fun don't get me wrong but I think I am truly ready for more. Its hard though when you don't see any kind of actual value in yourself anymore as a potential mate or more for somebody else as of late. Hell in fact as I wrote in the past the key is you have to love yourself and right now I don't think I love myself very much. I could count...

Readers: Hey I hope everything is well in your world's. Yes, occasionally life as a college student as hectic as it is provides me with some time to enjoy myself. This enjoyment came in the form of going on a photography walk downtown boise with a really good friend of mine whom actually was a photographer while in the military. It was part of a national photo walk which was pretty slick for sure. I'll share several of my photos here and you can also check me out at  http://writer84.deviantart.com/  (its my deviant art page I have lots of my photography on there that I have taken recently). Here is another one: So there are two of many pictures I took that day if you care to see others check out my page. I also got to spend time with my brother Rob and my sister in law Andrea and my niece Taylor. Its always great spending time with family and of course my older brother mike and my other sis in law Jen. I am glad to have such awesome family that is something I am i...