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Things even out eventually

Wow its been practically exactly a month since I wrote my last blog on here. For once in a good long while I can truly say I am Happy! Ecstatic! Feel like nothing can bring me down and looking back on all of that with Trisha well it was fun and eh it didn't last that is sometimes how life works. At this point in my life I am at a kind of crossroads in things pertaining to looking for a job, on the verge of in a month starting back up at Boise State for another semester (hoping i get all the classes I want that would rock).

Can I say for sure where I will be a year from now? No, I can't at all and for once in my life I am seriously okay with the inability to control everything around me. Currently I am full of content with the world around me. Just this past week went to Mayhem Fest which rocked. Godsmack was incredible live and Sully Erna dedicated the song The Enemy to those Navy Seals whom killed Osama Bin Laden which I thought was very cool. Disturbed was great to boot, Megadeath. Everyone was great live there

Relationship wise I am unsure kind of on a hiatus from a serious one right now. Though eventually would I still like to settle down and get married and have kids and all of that stuff yes! Not just yes but hell yes the hopeless romantic hasn't died throughout all of this chaos. Yesterday was fun had a few people over we drank some nothing serious and grilled up some burgers it was just nice to spend time amongst awesome friends

Well with that being said I am off for now. Hope all is well in you're world's my life is looking up in a big big way! Its a for sure Its My Life Bon Jovi moment. I'll catch you on the flip side

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