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Ah yes i am here

Hey everyone I hope all is well with you. Its about 7:58 and on Tuesday here I have my second exam in biology. Here is to hoping all the solid studying is really going to pay off in a big way for this test. So far I am thoroughly enjoying my biology class though it goes incredibly fast and toss that in there with the biology lab as well to boot. Of course both are a repeat so its not quite as thrilling persay but i feel like i am understanding everything alot more which is very nice.

Got all my stuff back and genuinely for the first time in a long time I literally feel happy; a kind of happiness I don't think i have known existed for a long time. Though in the relationship world and interest world I am in absolutely no rush to throw myself back onto the said horse. Clearly after those several months of being so low that at times I considered kissing the world good bye (don't worry i have dealt with my issues of suicide) and realize that there is nothing worth killing myself over that I need to truly find myself again in a big way.

Trying to squeeze in some me time here but mostly though its Biology for me because there is no doubt that it is not an easy subject for me. It was great to get to spend time with Jared and Mary at Eagle Fun Days which is where i went to see them! My new digital camera was secure from getting soaked and i am thoroughly enjoying my new Nikon cool pics it takes some incredible shots!

Yesterday evening I saw the movie Green Lantern which I would give a solid 4 out of 5 rating. Well worth checking out a fun story and just all around good movie i'd even go so far as to say it was a lot better than Thor.

Well with that its just a bit of a hello yes i am here. Tomorrow its back to boise state for another week of classes! Hope all is going incredibly well on your ends. I'll catch ya on the flip side

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