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"You gotta know when to fold em" -Kenny Rogers, 'The Gambler'

Readers,

Hey everyone I hope all is going great in your world's. On my end, I've been busy with school and working a lot more which is good considering previously I wasn't getting many hours at work. Kenny Rogers sums up things with that girl I mentioned previously. Like the previous woman this one showed interest and as you know we hit it off or seemed to. We shared a kiss and chatted for hours on end and she even said that she was interested in me. Ultimately after hearing nothing from her for a longer than normal period of time I have decided to fold them. Its funny I don't know what it is but this girl had my heart in my hands and maybe that was because she seriously seemed interested in me *shrugs* Either way I am not interested in claims of being busy etc...I don't have time in my life for that kind of shit. So, I hit the block button on facebook and sent her to the land of things that never were. 

I read something a while back which said that despite everything you go through don't let yourself become that bitter and cynical person and therego not let someone into your life that could really change it for the better. That's easier said than done but yes I won't she was just one person in the swing of things. One thing I did learn from that is that yes I am obviously not just a chud and clearly have some interesting ideas in this head to offer up to a woman. With that being said eventually I am hoping to find someone that loves me for me and vice versa. Someone that we can be best friends and incredible lovers at the same time. At this point, I am not interested in just seeking out a friend with benefits *shrugs* But just maybe that might be a solid starting point we'll see what comes my way considering I am keeping my options open and at this point am open to other ways to go about this whole relationship rigimore

My dad and my mom leave for Minnesota for the Mayo Clinic not this next week but the week after next. As I wrote in my previous entry I am glad he will be getting the best care, by the best surgeon for the liver cancer. All things considered hopefully he will be there the 12th and be back by the 19th of November. Unlike last time the success rate of this is very high and I am going to try really hard to keep a positive face on though no doubt the wondering what is going on will probably weigh on me a bit. I am so glad that my good friend Randy is coming to stay at the house while my parents are out of town that will no doubt help keep my head from meandering too much into the what if land! Secondly I am grateful for all the incredible friends I have whom when I posted an update about things they agreed to pray for my dad. Its nice to know I have such a good strong support system out there that I can lean onto if need be

Today is the 30th of October and I can't believe November 28th I will be turning 29 years old. One more year and I will be turning the big "30". As part of my birthday, my mom recently discovered an awesome leather jacket at a thrift store and I got it as an early birthday present. Its an great jacket and in reality its a brand that vs the sixty in the store costs around 200 outside. On top of that I am going to see The Transiberian Orchestra in concert with my good friend Jordan and his fiance Kelsey which should be a hell of a damned good show and a lot of fun! No, I don't know what I will do yet for my b-day but more than likely will be celebrating a week in advance obviously of Thanksgiving this year considering its falling directly on turkey day

Recently watched the movie The Internship and i'd say its well worth checking out and was incredibly surprised because a lot of reviewers just slammed the movie as being bad out right. After that I am not going to trust reviewers at all. It was funny and had a great story overall. Also recently checked out the newest Toby Keith album which is great, the new Thomas Rhett album and I have listened to at least what is being streamed of the new Eminem album and so far it is an damned good album as well 

Well with that being said its back to hitting the books hard. Hope all is going great in your world's. I'll catch ya on the flip side 


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