Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Normalcy that is what life has become as of late. So far my classes are going good but than again I have only been going to school for less than a week considering I started back on Monday and today is only now Thursday. Feels like just any other semester except I am single and truly content with my life right now like I have never been prior to this point. Hoping to grab this one last class that I am still on the waiting list for but short of that its all good and  not in that its all good shits hitting the fan but i am going to have a positive attitude because somehow that will stop the shit from hitting the fan and maybe at least limit the splatter effect. Tomorrow its off to the Western Idaho Fair to go see the band Cheap Trick play live. Yes, I know like myself many of you or many of you actually may know they recorded more than a few hits but I was only keen on one real song that one being "I need you" and of course it follows up the opening with, "I need you to

Hey my readers how goes it? As I wrote on August 7th things are looking up and they continue to do so. Overall i have learned several things about myself and continue to do so. The biggest thing of all is this I say I am burnt out on love and for once in my life its completely true. That needy part of me screams you need somebody Chris to be happy but the reality is very different from that! The truth of the matter is I do not need somebody to be happy. Eventually when I work myself out with all my kinks and figure out myself more and figure out what I want in life than i will pursue romance and love with a kind of wild drive like no other. Billy Madison reminds us that its time to go back to school. Next week its back to Boise State for me in a semester that I will rock. Right here you are seeing a resolve to really knock math out of the park and all my other classes as well. There will be no failing this semester i am going to put my one hundred and fifty thousand percent into

Life makes sense right now. It continues to keep making sense after it feels like I fought a huge war over the past months with myself to come out on top of it all. I can't begin to thank those people who kept me sane when I just wanted to shut the world out and close all the curtains. Currently listening to the new Trace Atkins cd it is pretty good so far (check it out) and relaxing. Mmm where has this summer gone? It feels like just yesterday I started up at summer school and than here I am about to start back up with another semester at bsu and for once i am not worried about a thing. Over this summer I have come to find more than love; I've found myself again learned that I am pretty damn awesome myself. This is fairly shortish but needless to say I had a wonderful weekend though and actually look forward to starting back up with classes. Its kind of funny how I have glanced back at Trisha's profile and pretty much honestly don't know what I ever saw in her honest

Hey what's up everybody? As I wrote in my previous blog life is going incredibly good on my end. Still more or less on a relationship hiatus though two wonderful friends have come into my life at what feels like the perfectly right moment! Going to take a moment here to talk about the two of them which just out of kindness to them both I will not list them by name because they have children and would not want to put them in danger or anything like that because I am sure there are some odd ones out there. Without further ado i'd like to thank Margie and Vicky; two wonderful women whom over the past two months at least have helped me to see that I matter. For me letting someone into my world takes quite a bit considering what I have been through yet I trust them both completely. Hope I've helped them as much as they have helped me to feel like I belong in this wild and crazy world! Thanking them doesn't begin to do it justice they have thoroughly helped. The kind of peo