Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Readers: Hey everybody I know its been more than a week since I have last written a new one of these. I hope everyone had a wonderful thanksgiving and ate all kinds of good grub. Yesterday I officially turned 27 years old. One day older and right around this time I have been kinda blah but I think that is also because right around this time I had somebody and what not *smiles taking a deep breathe* It will work itself out for now I am golden. Can't believe it have this week of school. The next week is the legendary dead week and lastly finals week. Schools really washing to a close and I think as a whole i'd maybe feel better if I knew for sure I was going to pass all my classes here. Overall I got a good feeling most importantly with the evils of math which I am sure I finally will tackle pre calculus and move onto Calculus which apparently will no doubt be even more of a bitch. Overall I had an awesome thanksgiving break ie got a week off from school and I read a ton of

Readers: Hey everybody I hope things are well in your world's. I am doing good hanging in there school's keeping me incredibly busy as I have been writing. Knocked out my paper for Interviewing class (feels great) just have to go through it for grammatical errors and send it out. I also knocked out my notes for my presentation for my Commercial law class. Thinking right now there is a very good chance I got a C on my math test please guys say those prayers or whatever you do for me much appreciated. One more weekish and its my birthday. Can't believe it i'll be 27 years old coming up here on the 28th of November. So glad to say that I survived through all that muckity muck. Depression was there full force but I am glad to say I didn't let it win. Eventually kicked it to the curb though its there sometimes in small doses kind of lonely from time to time. Though what I have come to realize is that I really need to further find myself before I invest anything serio

Readers: Hey everybody I hope all is well in your world's. As the days get shorter and my birthday comes upon me I am wanting more than anything once again to find that special somebody to share everything with. Its funny I think i'd ask for that special present like that last Christmas poem I wrote last year but god only knows what that god me. It got me Trisha and a ton of other pain and agony and a ton of depression which shut my world down. Literally brought it all to a screeching halt. I find myself at a crossroads though of sorts. The Crossroads that says I am ready to risk it again. I am ready to truly get back out there again and find it. Though through all I have been through my self esteem hangs in the balance. Daily i'd say even it feels like I look at myself in the mirror and I wonder what do you see in me? What does anyone see in me? But gradually I am slipping past that and know eventually good things come to those who wait. My struggles currently will be

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all is well in your world's. Wow another blog already? Didn't I just post a new one and yes you would be correct. Though a little bit of an update on things before I get too far ahead and am just writing from memory and it becomes a rambling journal of rambling horridness in which probably everyone tunes out and goes, "Dude I think he needs to stop drinking so much coffee" Just got back from eating pizza at the Pie Hole which is an awesome Pizza place not that far from Boise State with my friend Emily. It was a nice break from school which as I've written lately seems to truly have me by the throat. Knocked out my interview for Commercial Law i'll be presenting on that this next week that worked out incredibly well overall did that with the Chief of legal for Scentsy (for those that don't know I am certain everyone does they produce the wickless candles), obliterated my evil access assignment for as I have written about my

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all is well in your world's. Since my last blog I am hanging in there that was Saturday today is Tuesday night just got home from working on a group project for business intelligence which I swear is still one of the most painfully boring classes as of yet that I have taken at boise state. Of course for the title of the blog and why on god's green earth I named it drum roll please because I have no doubt my readers are all probably wondering what did I do for Halloween. I went to Good wood Barbaque and got a pulled pork platter than came home and proceeded to partially pass out some candy to trick or treaters. In other words I had tons of fun went out and partied it up and got all dressed up hit up on the ladies. Mmm I wish no my Halloween like every year with school going on seems to be incredibly uneventful studying, studying and well more studying. This year for once in my life I did not even really watch a horror movie though I did catch som