Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all's going great in you're world's. Intentions are good sometimes though life seems to have grabbed hold and I meant to finish up a new blog and in fact plan to actually update this more regularly as well so I am not just piling everything together and mixing things up because I don't recall everything exactly as they unfolded that day. Either way here we go tomorrow I start up at Boise State for a summer pre calculus math course (we'll see) it will be an evening class that goes from six to nine at night and more likely than not i'll be working part time as well at Gordman's in meridian part time during the day which I am thinking should work out overall. Please bare in mind as I write this anything that I say about Gordman's is not the opinion of the company it is simply my thoughts though of course while some days may be frustrating I am not going to pile it all on here and turn this into a grr fest though of course un

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all's going great in you're world's. In mine life is going great! I know I have written from time to time about things with Jolene and how they are going and it feels like I cannot help but fall deeper in love with her each weekend I get to spend in her arms. This whole weekend including today was miraculous (all except her having too leave) though there is no doubt in my mind I love her with every inch of my heart. Alas i'll try not to make this all bubbly about her but this just needed said and I know it isn't huge but we surpassed that four month mark. For those of you who have read this off and on over the past tumultuous time period understand the true significance of that mark we surpassed that date that ended in flames with Trisha. Its amazing too me how being with Jolene really makes me realize how much I put up with in the past that I shouldn't have for so long. God she is so outgoing, so intelligent, so supportive, so t

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all's going great in you're worlds. I just realized that I had started and stopped several blogs but never finished one due to being super busy with finals and registering for classes and filling out job applications and accepting the reality that I am going to be taking that math class during the summer due to the fact that I got a d in it. Self doubt i'd say is fairly normal and I have went from really feeling just incompetent to a kind of acceptance that I took two difficult classes that shouldn't have been mixed up with political science and swimming class. Yes without a single doubt political science was a fascinating and enjoyable class and I even did well in it and secondly Swimming was a great class it really helped me wake up in the morning and I always felt more ready to take on the day after I finished it around 9:30 but nevertheless that time that went towards those classes I feel took away from math and secondly the business

Readers: Hey everyone I hope all's well in you're worlds. So essentially I am on the cusp of a long day of studying to continue to pour this math 160 stuff into my brain and make it stick like Molasses which should cement it in there nicely and that combined with my political science material as well. Come Monday it will be a back to back 8 o'clock math and that followed by a mad brain dash to Political Science. No doubt after those tests I'll be ready to just relax and do absolutely nothing and of course pray I get that C in math and nail a solid A or B in political science. God I love this girl so damn much; what I am realizing is how much I wish I could hear about either job opportunity sooner and start the money flowing in instantly but of course it won't flow instantly though that's wishful. Come this next week I've been incredibly excited to get Light Room 4 but I believe i'll be forgoing it instead so that I can afford to bring Jolene out here

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all's well on your end of things. This is it so to speak the home stretch just six days of kicking ass and taking names! As I originally thought the math was lost well it isn't lost in fact all I have to do in order to get a C in class is do better than my highest math test in class in order to get a C and that highest grade was a 57 percent. But even with that in mind that seriously means I crack down on this material and split the time between that and tackling my political science and go out with a boom; have a total George Carlin kinda moment, "When I die I want to randomly internally combust on a city bus" except death is not in order for this but something epic though. This past weekend was great I spent time with Jolene and on Friday night we got bbq pulled pork from Bob's bbq in eagle which was yummy and together went to the movies. I have been fairly stoked to see the movie Safe with Jason Stratum; and in my mind it was ju