Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're worlds. On my end the song by emiemn, "Cleanin Out The Closet", sums up exactly what I am feeling right now. Its funny though I am not really bummed or sad or any of that when she sort of withdrew herself the first time around I reconciled with the fact that okay she really wasn't interested in me *shrugs* Not an problem I mean after all we never really met in person but we did talk all the time (that I want to make crystal clear). We talked about everything under the sun and when I offered up the question of interest...she told me yes she liked me a lot and that she was sorry she got incredibly busy. Okay, I understand life gets hectic sometimes I more than anyone knows that especially with this calculus but there is something about saying if you like someone you show it even if its just an random text or a little phone call. But once again it became nothing but me texting her and no random phone calls o

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great with you. On my end I am listening to the newest Papa Roach album which came out this past year but nevertheless it is awesome though and just figured I'd do a real solid update on things. I can't believe I have ten more days left and then I am done with calculus. Right now as it stands I take my last real test in the class this coming Tuesday and than the following week I take my final exam! Holy shit saying that is just kind of mind blowing because unlike in the past this far in the game I am seated comfortably enough that I should be able to get a C in the class and ultimately pass and put this baby to rest once and for all. Of course nevertheless keep me in you're prayers because yes I can study till I am blue in the face but there will always be apart of me which is sitting there on my little shoulder that says, "Chris its math you're gonna mess this one up!" This past weekend has been a lot of fun hangi

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're world's. Like many undertakings in the past when writing this blog I have written about my own personal struggles with getting out of that dark place and winning, this whole self doubt and math, acceptance that I am a photographer, and so on. If you're curious what I am talking about feel free to read through everything seeing as how I have always been pretty open and used this as a place to clear out my head entirely and honestly. Hell, its not always pretty but it keeps me sane and I have no doubt at least to a degree on some level helps others so that's why I choose to write so bluntly about what is going on in my own life. One of the things in my own personal life that I have struggled with is that battle between eating what tastes good vs what is good for me. I would say at one point I really fell off the bandwagon and ate everything under the sun and its even worse when depressed it all goes to hell lol

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in you're worlds. On my end i've enjoyed a very nice break from the madness of this college Calculus class. Its Monday so essentially its back to the daily grind of school so to speak but here is a bit of a recap so to speak since I am writing this all after the fact of it happening and its not perfectly recapped.  This past Thursday I played some basket ball with my friend Randy and it being the 4th of July we hung out and went and watched the fireworks on a parking garage downtown Boise nearby the college here (Boise State) and my friend Noelle met up with us. Overall I'd say the firework display was a 100 percent better than last year. Prior to that we went out to eat at Chili's so all in all a great fourth of july Then on Friday we hung out again and this time we went to Boondocks and played mini golf, raced go karts, played arcade games. Oh and I was incredibly surprised they have really good food at Boondocks I h