Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Readers, Hey everyone as I write this I am giving the single Jekyll and Hyde by Five Finger Death Punch and right now it feels so fitting. In my life, not to say things have taken a sudden downward spiral. Things with the love of my life are still going beyond well (Ruth is a life saver and as are many of my friends for helping me through the stresses of life). When there is a part of me that wants to dig a deep hole and hide till the world ends then come up for any semblance of air I have a great job that I love that is sometimes frustrating but that comes with working in retail and sometimes dealing with the general public; you have the bad apples but then you have some awesome people whom over the past two months and a half have become some great regulars. You have that job where you just clock on and can't wait until its over and that day where everyday is a new adventure where you feel included and that's exactly how this job is. I feel like I am apart of a family. Up

Readers,  Hey everyone I hope all is going great with you. Breakfast eaten, weeds pulled this morning while listening to the latest AMC news podcast (listening to a lot of podcasts lately while working they make doing the yard work that is essential go by fast). Now relaxing drinking an mug of green tea, I can't believe I was so late to the party! I like my tea steeped a bit more but if its good green tea you don't need any honey or anything else. The one issue with Green Tea, is that you have to go to the bathroom a lot more than say when you drink a good amount of coffee *shrugs* I know there are those out there who know exactly what I am talking about  Three weeks into my new job, I am still loving it! I work with some great people who really are helpful and have continued to make me feel welcome. There was no initial awkward initiation period like there usually is with a new job or a new group setting. Plus it helps that I have become more comfortable with myself, like

Readers,  Hey everyone I hope you've been good. On my end, its been an adventure adjusting to the whole new schedule (day off Tuesday and Sunday) and I am loving things at Rc Willy. You know that "new guy feeling" that often occurs with a new job, that didn't occur with this I instantly felt like I belonged. In between the new system and everything else, I know I don't know everything but it'll come. I still can't quite believe, tomorrow is the third week on the job and that I got it. No doubt a lot of people applied but they choose me to fill the office. Before long I will be getting benefits and be able to set aside some solid money towards a life together with the woman I love  On the 14th of May it''ll be exactly a year and a month together with Ruth. Today I felt like shit and she took care of me a little bit before she rushed off to work. When I am sick, I get upset over the little things and she is right there to say, "It'll be

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great with you. On my end, I am giving the new Dead Sara album a listen to while writing this, and so far its pretty damn good. As a whole i'd highly recommend Pleasure To Meet You. Yesterday, I worked a whole four hours and walked out  the door of Gordmans after giving my boss a hug and her promising to finish completing a letter of recommendation for me. Plus throughout the day people I had worked with over different periods of the whole three years that I worked there paused to say good bye and sincerely said they'd miss me. As a sort of send off to things, I went out to dinner at Chili's with my love and to celebrate a sort of sad close to things we had great food and drinks Yesterday evening I opened up the special edition of the movie Casablanca which is so fucking awesome. For all of those who follow me at all you know I am a die hard fan of the movie and Humphrey Bogart and I also call my beautiful fiance Bacall. The who

Readers, Hey everyone I hope all is going great in your worlds. On my end, I am closing one door and opening another. For those of you who are not just tuning in, I have been working at Gordmans in meridian Idaho since before they opened (in 2012). Those have seriously been some of the best years of my life at a job ever, up until now I have never really felt as appreciated or like I matter as I did there. Stopping short of actually naming my boss because this is probably not an right place to do so, she has seriously been the best boss I have ever had! I know for sure they're hiring and I'd highly recommend you work there. For me its bitter sweet, I didn't realize honestly how many people's lives I impact on a daily basis from the regular customers to the people I work with (many of whom have become best friends). The biggest thing I think about changing jobs is going to be leaving those people and yes of course I will visit them all and say hello and many of those I

Readers, Hey everyone I hope you've been great. On my end, listening to the newest Hollywood Undead album which is solid and determined to kick out a new blog. Over the past several months I would start a new blog then get distracted and it would just sit here. So here it goes, in a couple of hours I am going for an job interview *crosses fingers* Hoping to get this because along with my job at gordmans I could really use a second one. Until I know more after the interview I will simply say I am excited and have a good feeling about this interview today Reflecting back on the past several months life with Ruth Clark has shown no sign of slowing down or stopping, those butterflies haven't stopped either. Never have I ever felt so loved or so supported by a woman. It was an incredible valentines day together and an nice escape to Mcall (we're shooting for a cheaper honeymoon and a nice escape to Mcall). We're hoping to shoot for getting married in a year here and I am

Readers, Hey everyone I just noticed I haven't written a single entry in over an month. On my end, I've been busy working and also trying to find an second job; right now I am not getting a whole lot of hours due to Obama care and the requirement that if an company has a certain number of employees with a certain number of hours they have to provide them with health care. I know there are a lot of people out there who really and truly believe the company should have to pay you health care, but I am realistic its fucking expensive. Right now as it stands going into this next year I am without insurance because even on the your health Idaho market it would cost me way too much to get anything even remotely decent *shrugs* According to a friend since I may a low income, I can actually get a waver for it so I don't get penalized for not having health care so I am going to pursue that route as soon as possible School right now is sort of in a gigantic limbo; debating slightl

Readers, Ready to take on the world Told you she looks sexy as hell Hey everyone I hope you survived 2014 as painfully awful like a shattered heart, incredible like a fine piece of cheese cake covered with ice cream or lastly so painfully dull that you achieved master Popsicle stick builder at this years convention. As for me, there are very few times in my life that I can truly say I have been stuck mute, this was when I saw my fiance walk in the door; her friend helped her do her hair and she was wearing makeup and a sleek hip hugging black dress and a pair of knock em dead sexy black leather boots. My jaw probably literally hit the fucking floor. There you have me, I took time to pick out a red dress shirt and a tie and even put on my suit coat (which I hadn't worn in a good while), and topped that off with slacks and a pair of dress shoes...I paced in front of a mirror like a twitter patted boy determined to impress his date; hindsight it was idiotic the way she looke