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The Countdown has begun, end of one job to another, and a lot of other stuff

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Hey everyone I hope all is going great in your worlds. On my end, I am closing one door and opening another. For those of you who are not just tuning in, I have been working at Gordmans in meridian Idaho since before they opened (in 2012). Those have seriously been some of the best years of my life at a job ever, up until now I have never really felt as appreciated or like I matter as I did there. Stopping short of actually naming my boss because this is probably not an right place to do so, she has seriously been the best boss I have ever had! I know for sure they're hiring and I'd highly recommend you work there. For me its bitter sweet, I didn't realize honestly how many people's lives I impact on a daily basis from the regular customers to the people I work with (many of whom have become best friends). The biggest thing I think about changing jobs is going to be leaving those people and yes of course I will visit them all and say hello and many of those I exchanged info and we will keep in touch as well *smiles*

Right now I literally have two days left at Gordmans, hell maybe I am just overly sentimental but I don't care either way it will be hard to say good bye. Okay enough beating around the bush, on Monday I will be starting a full time job at Rc Willey's in general office admin. I actually put a lot of applications in and didn't expect to hear back from them especially but was offered the full time job just a day later! For the sake of my new job and everything else that comes with it I will simply say it is higher pay and also full time and a set schedule (a set schedule?!!? I will have Tuesday and Sunday off for sure). I am anxious and excited to start this new job and it couldn't have come along at a better time. Ruth and I are trying to save to get married and also starting to look around at houses and feeling out the market so to speak  

On the school front, I went to a psychology appointment today after being told by an adviser at Boise state that it is the final solution. Throughout the week leading up to this appointment I won't lie I've been anxious and scared shitless, scared of the idea of it just being another doc in the box. Alas I was very impressed, he seems reasonably priced and also to be a good guy. I went and got him the documentation about my disabilities and passed it onto him. Hoping to hear from him this following week than we'll discuss a plan which will include me taking the test that I believe will prove that I have a math disability. All my life I have struggled with math and I have come to accept the fact that just because I am not great at math doesn't mean I am less of a person. Throughout this process I am nevertheless grateful that my love is right by my side

In a few hours, I am hanging out with my friend Jordan whom I am so glad he got the job working at the movie theater after all the stuff he has been through (not my place to say anything, but nevertheless I know I have talked about him). The current plan is to go see the new fast and furious movie which I have no doubt will be cathartic. It is apparently a solid movie and it being of course the final movie with him on board I have no doubt it will be a damned good movie. Over the past several weeks I have been fortunate to see several great movies!

Mm I can't believe that several of my good friends are getting married, I am excited from my friend Mary and her guy to my best friend John and his girl. It really makes you come to appreciate life more and more. Of course Ruth and I will also be working on planning our wedding out as well, which may actually be further out than I like due to finances and my needing to graduate from college to boot *smiles*

Well for now I am cutting this off, I'll tune back in as my week progresses with the end of work at gordmans into a new job. I have an great feeling about how this following week will play out. I'll catch ya on the flip side

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