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Damn its been an eternity but I am back

Readers,

Hey everyone I hope you've been great. On my end, listening to the newest Hollywood Undead album which is solid and determined to kick out a new blog. Over the past several months I would start a new blog then get distracted and it would just sit here. So here it goes, in a couple of hours I am going for an job interview *crosses fingers* Hoping to get this because along with my job at gordmans I could really use a second one. Until I know more after the interview I will simply say I am excited and have a good feeling about this interview today

Reflecting back on the past several months life with Ruth Clark has shown no sign of slowing down or stopping, those butterflies haven't stopped either. Never have I ever felt so loved or so supported by a woman. It was an incredible valentines day together and an nice escape to Mcall (we're shooting for a cheaper honeymoon and a nice escape to Mcall). We're hoping to shoot for getting married in a year here and I am excited to announce I selected my friend Jared Lewis to be my best man (yes it was a hard decision). All this talk of a wedding and we're looking for a house as well is kinda overwhelming. There is part of me that simply wants to show the fuck up and have everything set up so we can get married. Probably one of the hardest thing about the whole wedding thing is realizing that I have to limit whom I invite because weddings are expensive. I can't wait to be officially married to the love of my life, I can say for sure though she considers me her husband and I consider her my wife. Yes that sounds fucking nuts, but at almost a year things are still fresh and new I know without a doubt she is the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with

On the school side of things, its sort of in limbo but I am supposed to meet with an psychologist this next week. From that initial appointment, I will be testing to see for sure that I have an math disability. As much as I struggle with math as a whole I have no doubt I will be approved, but the downside is all the money I'll have to dole out. I am so grateful for my loves support throughout this because its been really hard not to just shut down entirely with this...because this is it...the final straw of sorts. All money aside once this is done, if the test is successful then I will be going back to Boise State and taking a logic class and the final class I need then escaping with my dual bacholers in business administration and human resources

Recently, I have seen quite a few movies with my friend Jordan Anderson who just got a job at the village cinemas. We saw the movie Run For Your Life and this past week we went and saw Get Hard and both were great. Its nice to have a friend like him who is also a huge movie junkie and also isn't crazy about all that artsy shit. There are so many more movies coming out that I can't wait to go see like Spy Movie, the new terminator movie, Jurassic world and the new fast and furious movie

Well for now this is a bit of an update on things, work is still going great I can't complain and now am responsible over guest services which I like a lot more then simply cashiering and recently got acknowledged by corporate for a job well done. I am going to grab a bite to eat then its onto this job interview. I'll catch ya on the flip side

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