Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Readers, Hey everyone I just noticed I haven't written a single entry in over an month. On my end, I've been busy working and also trying to find an second job; right now I am not getting a whole lot of hours due to Obama care and the requirement that if an company has a certain number of employees with a certain number of hours they have to provide them with health care. I know there are a lot of people out there who really and truly believe the company should have to pay you health care, but I am realistic its fucking expensive. Right now as it stands going into this next year I am without insurance because even on the your health Idaho market it would cost me way too much to get anything even remotely decent *shrugs* According to a friend since I may a low income, I can actually get a waver for it so I don't get penalized for not having health care so I am going to pursue that route as soon as possible School right now is sort of in a gigantic limbo; debating slightl...

Readers, Ready to take on the world Told you she looks sexy as hell Hey everyone I hope you survived 2014 as painfully awful like a shattered heart, incredible like a fine piece of cheese cake covered with ice cream or lastly so painfully dull that you achieved master Popsicle stick builder at this years convention. As for me, there are very few times in my life that I can truly say I have been stuck mute, this was when I saw my fiance walk in the door; her friend helped her do her hair and she was wearing makeup and a sleek hip hugging black dress and a pair of knock em dead sexy black leather boots. My jaw probably literally hit the fucking floor. There you have me, I took time to pick out a red dress shirt and a tie and even put on my suit coat (which I hadn't worn in a good while), and topped that off with slacks and a pair of dress shoes...I paced in front of a mirror like a twitter patted boy determined to impress his date; hindsight it was idiotic the way she looke...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope you're doing great. On my end, its the evening prior to New Years Eve which for sure I am celebrating with my fiance Ruth Clark (the one I gush a lot about in practically every single entry). Plans right now are sort of in limbo not sure if I'll be able to get an bowling lane this late in the game and am not really feeling going downtown this year because no doubt it'll be bat shit crazy. What's nailed down, a for sure is that Ruth and I will be staying in a suite with one of those hot tubs in the room; first ever and I am not working the following day so I intend to relax and do the late check out. Either way I am really looking forward to what next year has to offer, there are quite a few uncertainties like the school but either way I have my love and have no doubt that either way we'll fully support one another in everything we do. There is no doubt in my mind that I am the luckiest man alive to have such a loving and incredibly sup...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope you're doing great. So, I survived the madness of black Thursday! A great thanksgiving dinner with my extended family (in laws) and my fiance Ruth than it was back to my place for some more grub prior to me zipping off to work. For those who have done the two thanksgivings every single year, I give you mad props because I don't know how you do it. After eating around 1:00 pm, I was stuffed and barely had enough room for more food when we went to my folks place around 5 pmish. So, I was into work at 5:45 and the doors opened at six pm and the rush poured inside. Most of the night I was supposed to be cashiering but most of it was actually spent out on the floor putting things away and assisting people. The night slowly dragged on and on and gradually of course the door busters vanished, then the late shoppers wandered in at 2 am and were still looking to find something or take advantage of the deals...had to inform them that they ended at 1 am. T...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope you're doing great. Years ago when I started penning this online journal I never thought for a second anyone would ever want to read this or continue to read it either. Honestly I decided to let a friend read it and I was surprised when they came back years ago and said, "Wow this is good I can totally relate. You need to share this!". Part of me in that moment thought you're nuts I am ripping down the curtains and sharing everything about me...from thoughts of heart break, to cooping with thoughts of possible suicide (where I battled with beating myself up, don't worry that beast is in its cage and has been now for some time), to dealing with the frustrations of the big bad dating world, my own personal feelings regarding school and my possible failings at it, and happiness there was plenty of that and is plenty of that. So, I started gradually just sharing current blogs, only to have people actually go back and explore everything f...

Readers,  Hey everyone I hope all is going good with you. On my end, still reeling from what was truly an incredible concert! Ruth couldn't really get into Gaelic Storm prior to the show but ended up loving them. I've been to some damned good concerts over the years. Prior to this one, one that stands out is One Republic, The Script and The American Authors they all put on a damned good high energy show. As you know I have also seen the band Queensryche several years prior half a dozen times and as I said many times over they always put on one hell of a show. Gaelic Storm now resides on that list of great concerts, most of the time was spent clapping and semi dancing (because god only knows I can't really do an Irish jig). Smiling, laughing and singing along they really involved those watching them live! Incredible singing, musicianship, drums, percussion, violin. You name it they truly put on a hell of a great show and I'd highly recommend you go see them in concert ...

Readers, Hey everyone I hope you're doing great! I am just trying to wake up and get going. Last night, Ruth and I went and saw the band Drowning Pool in concert along with several other bands (Red Tide Rising) and another one whose name slips my mind. The concert ultimately went until almost midnight then got to meet the band Drowning Pool! I remember listening to the album Desensitized gazillion different times when I was younger because it was slightly more hardcore and in your face and in high school when it came out it was perfect *smiles* I mentioned the band Red Tide Rising and I'd highly recommend you check them out, they're a bit younger but incredibly talented and a cross between in this Moment. Down to earth and beyond incredibly talented everyone of them. Very metal and very great apparently their first time in Idaho and hoping they come back again because they fucking killed it I was blown away by the fact that the lead guitarist for Drowning Pool was act...