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Life Goes On



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Hey everybody I hope all's well in your world's. On my end yes over the last several of these i've been writing about a feeling of loneliness and the like. But you know what there is nothing wrong me with I need to accept that and move on which I am currently doing so. I don't think that many people can say they had two friend with benefits whom were both drop dead gorgeous and friend with benefits but more than that though both incredibly good friends too I am still in touch with both, I have an incredibly loving pair of parents who would go to hell and high water for me not everyone can say that today, and lastly I love myself.

Yeah I know that last part sounds cheesy right? But its true and that is also most important more than anything is that you have to like yourself! Before anything else comes your way you have to accept whom you are and realize that your strengths more than out weigh your weaknesses but at the same time do not go off half cocked and think you are mister big man on campus; which yes I am far from that I am just a man kicking ass and taking names.

Mmm yes it make take me longer than some other people but in a year or so I will be graduated with two BA's one in human resources and a second in business administration. Yes its a common mix but literally I stuck it out nobody else has done it for me. I haven't cheated my way through any of my college classes i've stayed nothing but honest. Hell math is my worst enemy but I have not given up and I have stuck to it so at the end when I walk across that stage I can say Chris fucking beat the shit out of math and punted it across the field.

I don't think I am quite sure about the whole love thing but I am in no hurry either. Just going to focus on school and kick its ass than find that love thing if it exists. Mmm if it doesn't i'll have lots of fun and not worry about it for the time being.

Been working a lot lately at Yogurtz which is getting closer and closer to opening and will hopefully be open in about two weeks. There is no doubt its going to blow a lot of places outta the water. In the photography realm I have a photo shoot tomorrow which I am stoked about my friend Carrie is letting me do a casual shoot of her children it will have a bronco Boise state theme to them and be just all around fun but of course it goes without saying those photos will not appear on any site without permission

Well with that I am cutting this off here take it easy I am hanging out with my friend Travis tonight. Its back to Boise State for another semester on Tuesday. I'll catch ya on the flip side

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