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Think its a sign its going to be a good week

Readers,

Hey everybody I hope all's well in you're world. It seems this damn cold has been going around i've known many people who are on the cusp of one or are at the end of one and it finally got me this weekend. Its funny in that funny he he he kinda way as in not funny at all just an ironic kind of funny I swear I had it beat and went to sleep even posted an update about overcoming it and all's well on my facebook but alas I think I jinxed myself or something because it came back to play in the worst way possible.

Several positives to announce considering I don't have excel on my new lap top i swear I was up a crick without a paddle and emailed my professor for Business Statistics; he took me at my word that I could complete a scatter plot and ended up giving me a solid 9/9 on my first big stats assignment which rocks! As I mentioned there is no doubt that Business Stat's is going to be one of those more difficult classes so starting off really solid like that out of the gate is just what I need, follow that up with today getting my homework back I got a 7.85 out of 8 that is only because on my homework I ended up doing a number that wasn't assigned so that is awesome as well.

This past weekend was spent studying political science and reading up for business stat's class and good thing my books all came in this weekend which is awesome so a few more positives. Except of course I am out of a note taking job which kinda sucks but I think that is how life goes you can't get everything you want and eat a bunch of cake. Yesterday was spent at my brother Rob's house we celebrated his and my sister in law Andrea's birthday's which was great spending time with family and it was great to see Andrea's face when she opened the surprise lap top she wasn't expecting from him. No doubt it was an even better thing for him I know that is how it is for me with giving somebody a gift more than anything what makes my day is seeing that look on there face when they open it and are all excited.

On the side I am reading the latest Tami Hoag novel in her latest series which has been a series of 3 different books the latest being Down The Darkest Road; its really good stuff and also on the side have gotten wrapped up in a solid role play. Those things are on the side because obviously with school they can't entirely make up my life.

Just got my letter turned in and paperwork turned in for disputing the financial aid! Hoping it passes through i've heard several people have gotten approved for just general reasons like I was fucking busy lol So please just keep me in you're prayers. Apparently may have word on it sooner than the usual two weeks which is bad ass because apparently the board is all caught up. So we'll see how that all plays out hopefully for the better rather than the worst of course.

Today was one of those days where I felt sick as a dog but pumped some NyQuil into my system and some sudafed yes it was essentially a drug cocktail the combo got me happily through Swimming and than began to wear off and I made it through Political science but probably got very little out of class but oh well I am fairly solid on federalism which is what we talked about and lastly wrapped it up with math which I just got out of. Its a great feeling when in class were going through the material and I am like oh that's how you do it etc etc etc and I am offering serious explanations up and am entirely for the most part correct.

Well I am going to check what I need to read for Business Stat's for tomorrow's class at 10:40 and get on that reading and also check on my political science reading as well so I can get those two behind me. Tomorrow will be spent in the lab after tonight I attempt to work all the problems assigned on my home work so literally its just a learning what I possibly can't do as a whole. I'd also say despite being sick it is the start to a good week.

Recently purchased the new Kellie Pickler cd and it is solid stuff i'd recommend getting it which I am listening to now. With all of that I am off to be productive hope alls well in your world. I'll catch ya on the flip side


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