Inside The Mind Of A Writer

Hey everyone I hope all is well with you. Its about 7:58 and on Tuesday here I have my second exam in biology. Here is to hoping all the solid studying is really going to pay off in a big way for this test. So far I am thoroughly enjoying my biology class though it goes incredibly fast and toss that in there with the biology lab as well to boot. Of course both are a repeat so its not quite as thrilling persay but i feel like i am understanding everything alot more which is very nice. Got all my stuff back and genuinely for the first time in a long time I literally feel happy; a kind of happiness I don't think i have known existed for a long time. Though in the relationship world and interest world I am in absolutely no rush to throw myself back onto the said horse. Clearly after those several months of being so low that at times I considered kissing the world good bye (don't worry i have dealt with my issues of suicide) and realize that there is nothing worth killing myself ...

Its going on 1:04 in the morning and like a kind of irony its now crystal clear Trisha moved on in a big way. Several months after her and I were finished she has found someone else lol A kind of funny he he comes to mind as we joked before we posted it on facebook, "ooo its official they are dating on facebook" but of course I guess i shouldn't expect any less from her though its how it goes sometimes clearly and not everything is in your control or hands or whatever. That's that I guess as I sit here and contemplate and wonder why I ever felt any sort of emotions for her at all? Furthermore wondering if the four-five months were even anything real. Considering how quickly she moved on just like that. Oh well those are answers better left unanswered. At this point I just really want my stuff back and really don't want anything to do with her at all after everything oils itself out. In the real world I just started up at summer school biology and so far that s...