Readers,
Hey everyone, I hope all is going great in your worlds. I can't believe its literally been since December 5th since I have penned a new entry here. In many ways, its because I wish on some level that I could write about some huge life event. Like the fact that I finally found love, finally found that one person whom gets me through and through and wants to spend there natural life with me...but alas I am still single as can be. Like the fact that, I received some great new promotion at Gordmans where I have been now working easily for more then a year now...but alas nothing new at work. Like, I graduated from college with a BA in Human Resources and a BA in Business Administration...but alas I am repeating Finance this semester and taking it along with supply chain management.
Recently I prescribed a mantra which is easier said than done to actually accept, "I don't need a woman to make me", its hard sometimes these days because I have so many failed wanderings into the land of love that if a woman gives me any kind of affectionate attention there is that part of me that mentally says, "She wants to take this to a new level". But, reality is that is not always the fact. I don't know anymore at all. I know this as a good friend once said to me that I would never ever stop being a hopeless romantic and that's true despite everything I have mucked through. One of these days, I still believe I will meet someone that I will spend the rest of my life with. Though in this day and age things are different, people seem to string the words, I Love You, together just for kicks. People seem set on just getting a quick fix. Its been more than a year since I have had sex and its funny anymore the past me might have sought a friend with benefits but apart of me has changed...not saying I am some kind of perfect fucking virgin but I don't just want a one night fix anymore though. So, for now I will just keep on living like each day is the next day and focus on school and beating the snot out of these classes. If I find someone along the way great but I am no longer seriously looking.
Its almost Valentines Day and its an winter wonderland outside the part of me that is a photographer is saying awesome! Its definitely beautiful outside but this weather is kind of topsy turvey though with the drought here in Idaho we definitely need more rain. Oh and speaking of photography, its going incredibly well not that with school I seriously have the time to get out there and do some major photo shoots mind you (because school is a full time thing especially with me taking these two classes this semester). But, its nice to actually have my work recognized, a woman whom as far as I am concerned is an very talented model say she wants to work with me. Oh, a few days ago I did join the Eagle Camera Club which aside from my best friend David whom has helped me to become the better photographer I am today has a great group of talented people. So, I guess that is a positive for sure. Oh and I recently surpassed 210 likes on my photography page *smile* Last week, I took off to Mcall for the winter carnival with my best friend Travis and these are some photos I nabbed:
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| My Best friend Travis And I On The Lake |
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| Random black and white of my friend Travis |
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| Neat sunburst slash close up with the barn |
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| Hotel sign in cascade |
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| The full barn |
As I said above, right now I am taking Finance 303, again, but have a solid teacher this semester and thinking I can definitely knock it out this time. Secondly, I am also taking Supply Chain Management. Both of these classes require the use of different formulas so it will obviously take me a lot more time than say someone who gets math to really do it. But I think I can definitely do well in these classes though with that being said. So in between school and working some but it looks like its picking up I am not really doing much in the way of play things persay. Oh well work hard now and then I can play later ie. this summer where have a ton of plans. Hopefully if I continue to do well in both these classes I can afford to take off and go to Wendover to see the band Queensryche with my friend Jared Lewis.
For now, I am cutting this off here and going to go shovel the driveway of the snow. Hope you're well and hope this week goes well. I will definitely be trying to write more of these. I'll catch ya on the flip side
As I said above, right now I am taking Finance 303, again, but have a solid teacher this semester and thinking I can definitely knock it out this time. Secondly, I am also taking Supply Chain Management. Both of these classes require the use of different formulas so it will obviously take me a lot more time than say someone who gets math to really do it. But I think I can definitely do well in these classes though with that being said. So in between school and working some but it looks like its picking up I am not really doing much in the way of play things persay. Oh well work hard now and then I can play later ie. this summer where have a ton of plans. Hopefully if I continue to do well in both these classes I can afford to take off and go to Wendover to see the band Queensryche with my friend Jared Lewis.
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