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Hey everyone I hope all's well in you're world's. I am doing good currently residing in the student union building at Boise State waiting for a career fair. Dressed up to kill in a light greenish colored dress shirt, a striped tie, tan dress slacks and polished black dress shoes with a newly polished resume in hand. I am hoping to land an internship with a main focus in Human Resources and or Business Administration considering in about a yearish that is what I will be graduating with a Bachelors in both from Boise state.

In other news my life is looking up in ways that I didn't think was possible I am now going out with Jolene and for once in my life I am in a good place with my life. To say I am not weary would be a lie though she makes me feel at ease and comfortable and truly makes me feel like I matter a hell of a lot. Though of course with me being busy with school things are tough so were not able to see one another but yes she is on my mind constantly. Truly until she came into my world i'd lost sight and didn't think i'd find someone who truly I feel gets me through and through and look forward to spending time with her again here soon.

Writing this two days after the Career Fair; I am glad to say the career fair was a massive success we shall see there is a potential for an internship with an insurance company in Eagle Idaho called Whole Insurance and I have decided on that if I am able to get paid at least ten dollars i'll go with that and make all the calls in the world and it could be an interesting experience I could learn a whole new world that I am not truly familiar with and she just about gave me the job yesterday after we met at her office *shrugs* We shall see how that one plays out and it would be more solid and guaranteed so there is a plus!

Other potential internships that arose out of things is an internship with Walmart which wouldn't be so bad but no doubt I am battling it out with lots of other people, an internship with Target which there I am also battling it out and lastly with Sherman Williams Paint. All in all between those uncertain's the internship with Whole Life Insurance sounds like the opportunity of a life time if she agrees to a salary kind of thing including commission so that way there is something solid

Other things in my life have been kind of hectic just took my second math exam and overall I feel like I really rocked it though I know for sure that I dropped the ball on at least one problem which is disappointing but I feel that in between the tutor I have been working with this past week and really working a lot harder on the math to the point at which when I was done doing the math I knew the concepts and wasn't just pouring through the crazy motions of it all.

Next Tuesday is the day I take my second Business Statistics exam which I am truly hoping to rock out of the water because I am feeling like I've been seriously working a lot more consistently and a lot harder on that material as well *crosses fingers* I shall of course keep working away on the material and do the best that I can and truly own this stuff as a whole.

In Great news as well in the land of school I got my grade back on my political science exam which as I may have written truly could have gone either way it went in the positive direction with an 87 percent which isn't an A but it isn't an D or an F either it shows that I have a good grasp on the material just probably need to study harder or get together some kind of study group for class which is probably i'll work on throwing together.

Right now as we speak I am relaxing before I head to my political science class here @ 12:40 and taking a breather can't believe its already Friday the week has truly rushed by. Last night I recorded that new show Awake i'll let everyone know how the first episode is after I watch it because that show looks like it has some serious potential. I am sitting here listening to the band Breaking Benjamin who I had the pleasure of seeing in concert they put on a killer show and I haven't listened to them in quite some time they are defently fucking awesome.

Oh in the land of music you defently need to check out the latest Cranberries album its worth a solid listen, the new Ja Rule which I have listened more to and it is pretty damn good for sure. Well with that I am off for now i'll catch ya on the flip side

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