"Oh Sally Come Home", Aranda

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Hey everyone I hope all's going great in you're worlds. On my end I am sitting here listening to the band Aranda whom I saw a few days ago when they opened up for the bands Saving Abel and Dead Sara. They did their song Satisfied in concert and not many days before that I told her when she suddenly texted me I wanted nothing to do with her at all and that night when they played the song it hit me and set all my brains sensors going off like spidey senses! It hit me that I didn't want to just not be friends ever again. I didn't just create in its place a story of being off on a photography adventure but that I loathed the ground she walked on. Here is the song I am talking about for you're listening pleasure:

For those of you whom are in similar situations or who are you're wits end whether its with a guy or a girl it should hit you in the same way. If it doesn't oh well and I am not dogging love believe it or not I am 100 % a hopeless romantic but am just taking a step back from seriously dating for a while. Saving Abel was amazing live I met them after the show in person got their autographs. For those of you who are thinking who are they here is a tune from them; Addicted:

And after the show I got their autographs on a ticket and also on a poster which I bought for five bucks they were incredibly down to earth and I'd highly recommend you go see them live in concert:

In other news work is still going incredibly strong I truly love working at Gordman's and will be still working there partially while going to Boise State. I just started back today and I am retaking math and I am taking statistics. My schedule is every single day except for Tuesdays and Thursdays which some of that time I will probably be down here murdering statistics and good old math. This time I am not going to let them beat me up!

The fair rushed by like that and I went and saw Weird Al with my friend Randy and that was really sick and than on Wed I went to the fair and saw Chris Young with this cute girl who I work with named Taylor. Nothing serious between us we both have stuff going on in our lives but it was nice to sit there and have a conversation with a girl that was interested in being there with me she even stepped out of front of the stage to sit there with me and talk so that was pretty awesome. Right now I am not hoping for anything serious just feeling things out for a while. Oh and after Weird Al I grabbed a bunch of photographs which was awesome.

Feels like I am picking stuff out of my brain and dumping it here for you to read and I keep meaning to keep up with these but it doesn't always happen. Oh and before I forget just finished watching the first season the show Fringe and if you have never seen it before you have to check it out for sure. I have all the seasons right now borrowing them from my best friend Jordan and its truly an epic show.

Now that school's upon me more or less hanging out a bunch with friends has come to a close but I had fun though hanging out with my friend Travis, my friend Jordan, My friend Kelsey and Kelsey and Jordan together. Overall i'd say I had an excellent summer. Now the slates clear time to own my classes. Pretty stoked they are doing a tailgate thing for us at work on Friday night so i will be sporting my bronco gear for sure.

Well with all that put down there I am off. This week should no doubt be chaotic. I'll catch ya on the flip side

ps: Earlier got out of my two classes and visited with my good friend Jessica Stephenson which was very nice it will be great to have a friend going here to Boise State that I can clear my head with

pss: I am hoping to stick to playing b-ball weekly with my friend scooby

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