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I know i haven't written much in quite a while

I just realized how long its been since I have written a solid blog. Of course my blogs have wandered back and forth with dealing with the pain of moving on. Some days its incredibly easy and other days I am confronted with flash backs ala little snipets of memories like an out of control freight train. But in the long run though I know those flash backs serve a purpose though. They serve a purpose to remind me of what I do not want later on in my life

School wise finishing up I passed two out of five classes which isn't the best thing in the world. In fact i'd go so far as to say I am not too terribly proud of that. But as I have been reminded by friends it comes with the territory. Honestly I cannot begin to thank my close friends enough Pikachu (her actual name i will keep secret for her sake) my friend John, my friend Randy and many others. They have been major life savers and of course there are many more as well.

On June 8th I am going to be starting up at summer school and will be taking Biology which is one of the classes I did not do well in! Its just one of those classes I have such little interest in but oh well I am confident i will come out with a good grade this time around considering how well I did on the cumulative final test when I studied my ass off for many days in a row consecutively. Pretty much rocks i have friends whom have signed on board to help me study for the class so that rocks

In other news trying to get a job. Have put a bunch of job applications into places but no word back on anything. You know I really would have loved to get that internship but oh well I would really like to ultimately think that everything and i mean everything happens for a reason. From the end of the relationship with Trisha, to school and everything else that follows. With that final thought I am going to wrap this one up and hope all is well in your worlds. I'll catch ya on the flip side

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